ok so i've spent the lousiest day n tmw doesnt seem any better -_- cheong so hard for the stupid GP project really took alot out of me... n just now got a shocker 17 new mails in my inbox. after reading all those SJ stuffs then i realised how alienated i've been... i'm quite useless in the officer committee though, not an outstanding trainer nor well-respected within the corps... so what am i staying? what's the purpose when i can make little or no contribution? i thought i tend to screw up things, especially the money issue for the carnival... damn i should have spent more time n effort chasing after the money... hmmmmm i quite tired now, talkin' nonsense... sometimes i feel like a nobody, both in my class n the mshsjab.... can i blame anyone? i tink i brought this up myself by screwing up my NCO's years... oh well a short post as i promised...
//Brandon struck at
11:54 AM\\