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Tuesday, August 19, 2008

ok am i not susposed to post anything about the cobra?? ok whatever...

anyway wasnt really planning to post but had nothing to do since modem kept d/c-ing while on bnet, i susposed divine intervention led me to here =X but really, i wasnt really sure what to say either.. These few days were originally planned for me to enjoy home to the fullest before spending the next 3 weekends in thailand.... WHOOOPS am i susposed to blog that? dont charge me please =( but ended up somewhat nostalgic, in a sense when small little stuffs just kept reminding, sometimes to a point of haunting, me about all the experiences over the past 4 years or so, when all troubles started from 2005..


i so wanna restart if given a chance!


but life's no game, every step every decision could backfire so bad, it just haunts you every single moment when you shut your eyes.. sigh but what else can i do? Then i tried thinking all the fond memories and realised not for the first time, my home is actually my boulevard of broken dreams... 8 months on and we are still trying to pick up the pieces.. sometimes i am feeling quite exhausted; cant things just go smoothly for once? Yet being humans, we focus too much only on the unhappy stuffs, and overlook stuffs that went smoothly, simple things like, "Oh, today i was so happy, i've enjoyed myself.." We emphasize too much on how jialat our lives are, we can forget that we are happy today but we can always remember the saddest, most stressful, suckiest period last month or last year... Sad sia sometimes it's just too hard to look forward...

But then again, i have lots of stuffs running through in my mind, and top of the list is the aims from now til at least ORD at next year march... MANZ i need someone to help me plan i too lazy muahahaha..

Short one, meaningless one, but a post well done nevertheless =D I had wanted to feel lucky, but i guess: life's too unpredictable to confirm anything (THANKS ALPHA =_=) so i wont go as far to say i WILL be back in 3 weekends' time before my next post;


rather,


i think i should be back by 8 sept. who knows?


LOL

//Brandon struck at 11:22 PM\\

Sunday, August 17, 2008

it goes *poof* and my weekends are over...

feeling rather blank (thus this rather blank kind of post, maybe a more substance one on wed nite?), maybe cos i'm going thailand soon, or maybe out of sudden some stuffs just pop out, stuffs i am running away from most of the time.. It just pops out and stuns u momentarily; hence i dont really know what to react... maybe in the end i should just say,

good luck

对你的思念 是一天又一天
孤单的我 还是没有改变
美丽的梦 何时才能出现
亲爱的你 好想再见你一面
秋天的风 一阵阵地吹过
想起了去年的这个时候
你的心到底在想些什么
为什么留下这个结局让我承受

最爱你的人是我 你怎么舍得我难过
在我最需要你的时候 没有一句话就走
最爱你的人是我 你怎么舍得我难过
对你付出了这么多 你却没有感动过

//Brandon struck at 3:50 PM\\

Saturday, August 09, 2008

looking at the fireworks, i only had 1 thing in my mind...

"pa, singapore 43 years old liao..."

//Brandon struck at 9:30 PM\\

ok i havent paint my Zhao Yun yet =( but guess i will complete it next weekend, or tonight if not going out...


But what a week it has been, with many incidents filling up my observer's notepad by a few pages i think... Fun being an observer, u can just see so much things u normally wouldnt if u are playing another role.. Hmmm guess i shall list down some of the interesting ones..

Tues IPPT

At last after trying so many times i finally got my second IPPT silver *whew* and a cool 100bucks into my bank account the next time paycheck comes in =) but then again without some controversies and divine intervention that i can get that.. Before the test i was feeling rather nervous and the big S: Sian-sation, cos just had my first ATT C (to the planters, read again: FIRST ATT C) and really, stamina do sure decreased by a big margin... So it got me thinkin when i reached the pull up station and realised that non-standard pull up also counts; should i do standard or non-standard... It's a difference between 8 and 10, 3 and 4 points.. As i was the last one in the detail, i just stood and watched the rest do their pull-up.. KNN all non standard lol...

So at the end of my turn my score reads 10 pull-ups o_O sorry man lim QQ i havta disagree with ur 8 pull-ups if u are reading now; true i did 10 non standard pull ups, but u did 3 short of ur '8' pull ups and yes, it was these 3 that earned 100bucks but at what cost? Go figure... And also to thank 1 person who helped me earn my silver in 2.4km run: 'pirated' CD Tan *LoL* somehow this yr we are natural cliques; maybe cos both of us r in single-parent family; both of us recognize the fact, and thus both of us are trying to face life itself bravely in the front, and *again* somehow unknowningly we are helping each other out in small ways one or another..



Wed nite's off
It's always cool for observers going for nite's off on wednesday nights; you can just see the kind of behind-the-scene stuffs, especially in human interaction.. Not that it was a fresh discovery since i already encountered such for the past 6 years or so, but still it never fails to amaze and surprise me on how a person's popularity follows a sine curve:

rising to its maximun altitude and *poof* it just takes 1 incident/accident to result in a slide.. and then depending on how much u slide *poof* it takes a great deal of luck and sacrifice and somehow ur popularity rises... But of course it differs from people to people; some stays at the top for a long time, some stays mid and with small adjustments goes up and down, while sadly some went down and stayed there for a long period of time.. In case you are wondering, i've been staring at many sine curves whenever there's nite's off, be it man, spec, officers etc... In my views this is an unspoken fact; something not worth mentioning 'cos i guess its human nature, part of our daily life.. I mean, we dont tell everyone what we did the first thing in the morning everyday, dont we? Same theory, but i just mention here for fun xP guess maybe i dont go into details here hahah...


Thurs SOC
Frustrating time, imagine being knocked off the monkey bar by someone merely because he's faster than you -_- ok enough said.. My point in this section is not about my grievances, though numerous but irrelevant; rather my personal view of the SOC ground.. To others it may be a playground from hell, but to me it is a path full of illegal shortcuts, lying in wait for u to decide to cheat the test and shorten the length to run.. After running it for about 5-6 times, i could already visualise just how much distance i could cut with abit of shortcuts here and there, to the point of even skipping stations towards the end of the obstacle.. In which it led me to believe the ground tests us more than just our physical limits, but also our mental strength in resisting the urge to do a shortcut, no matter how small... For once i will never betray my moral values to cut some distances; sure some guys will say, "it's just army, man, why bother about cheating?" but then again it just says alot about ur moral upbrings and values if u do takes a shortcut here and there throughout the course, doesnt it?


Fri Bball tournament finals and Outcamp Run
it WAS an exciting tournament, being my coy the underdogs and grabbing the win in the dying minutes and silencing the proud supporters of the favourites.. For 3 quarters plant coy was trailing by a rather wide margin, by the last quarter we were down by 10 points.. So hopeless lim QQ wanted to go back to bunk to sleep but with a superb effort by the 5 fighters down at the court and an incredible twist of fate, we managed to win alpha coy by 3 clear points! The results are clear;ONE BIG MIDDLE FINGER TO U ALPHA COY muahahahahaha... In my observer pad it stated at that point of time the lesson learned: As long as we believe, no matter how much odds are stacked against us, we will triumph in the end when we put in our maximun effort to face the ordeals... A beautiful scene that day was formed in the 30sce basketball court...

but then again that doesnt deserve a middle finger to alpha coy... this fucking coy really made my blood boil during the outcamp run at bukit batok nature park..

Poor donkey fell and sprained his ankle at the start of running, apparently being pushed in the back -_- to make matters worse they assigned me to escort him home... i mean, it's no big deal in sending him home; afterall he stayed very near my home and i dont mind, but it was the process that got me furious i could murder a few cows and fishes to appease my anger.. First no taxi claim from the coy's regulars, they did not even offer to waive the fares by offering money out of their pockets or offering their humble *small* cars to fetch poor donkey home.. All ccb bastards.. Second his own platoon-mates' non-chalant attitude when they walked past the limping donkey.. Really wtf, especially at the main road where i landed donkey after i piggy-back him all the way downslope.. 3 groups of ALPHA people, men and specs, waiting for cab.. first in line stood 2 of his PLATOON-MATES, whom saw donkey, waved an incoming cab, hopped in and waved goodbye at us when the cab drived past... FUCK YOU 2 LA CB! then a spec waiting alone for a cab, he saw us, smiled when we requested we get the next cab to send donkey home, waved an incoming cab, hopped in and drived away... FUCK U LA CCB!!!! The 3rd group abit bigger, but seeing that no cab was coming they crossed the road... and then a cab came! We hopped in and looked at them.. BYE BYE FUCKERS HAHAHAHAHA....


Sigh i sounded evil, right? Kinda sad considering that i wasnt from alpha *note: just supporting them* and here i m with CD and hon helping out poor donkey, where the rest of alpha couldnt bother to even lend a finger, or allowing us to get a cab.. Really, if there were to be a God, will God forgive what Man are doing to each other?


Saturday's stoning in front of com
i observe i need a new shelf to house all my gundam models crowding at my desktop -_- currently at 9 of them, it will jsut set to increase more... Arh anyone volunteer to help me? hahahaha

//Brandon struck at 2:41 PM\\

Sunday, August 03, 2008

yea to upload more photos nout something fucked up happened yesterday afternoon....

I BROKE LU BU'S SPEAR!!

damn sian, really heartpain to see the spear snapped into half in front of me, and its barely 3 weeks' old T.T sigh....
Lu Bu himself *sigh the spear....*

His battle horse which later transferred to the hands of Cao Cao and finally Guan Yu,
Red Hare


i think in the future more models of this series must be bought at a shop in cineleisure instead of the comic connection shops, so expensive lol... Hence introducing my 7th collection of this series:

Zhao Yun
heh have to admit, his horse looks more like a pony compared to red hare; as in the producers should just provide bigger materials to build his horse instead of giving pony-standards... wait for the painting to commerce!
anyway an interesting photo found online:

//Brandon struck at 1:15 PM\\