//...strike!...\\

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

4+ more hours, i will be 17.5 years old... What a six months!

And so like a flip of page i'm walking into the next chapter of life itself... Thinking back, i guess it had been a memorable roller coaster ride in SA. Actually i was kinda surprised on how fast i'm forced to grow up over the past year or so. The struggles, the laughters, the muggings, the K-boxing experiences, the up-down Fitness days, every scene is continuously being F5-ed in my memories. Friendships were made; some broken, some going on strongly, some in question of existence, some as close as brothers. Truly appreciative of the people that surround my life for these 17.5 years...

i guess i have finally grew out of the angst-filled teenager i used to be. just somehow, i also dunno why though, i think i now prefer to face every obstacles, rather than running away from it and complain complain and complain here in the blog. That's the way life should be... *i think, dont sue me if you disagree* I've wasted my childhood, i dont want to waste the next 17 years of my life...

So envious of how some people i know are leading their lives so fulfiling and smooth, i guess it's the case of learning pain only when you fall down... even so i'm learning more about life itself everyday. Everyday's a new challenge... I can only regret how i used to disregard the importance of having a family, i'm suffering the aftermath of that very sin for a long 3 years... All i can say is: cherish the people around you, though people only realise each other's worth after they are gone... What's the point of regreting afterwards?

Anyway... feelings for the block test are not too good either, wth, actually chem is ok but i just couldnt answer in the exam hall, damnit... Definitely not the case of studying not enough... Tommorrow's the end of block test 2, not without getting past the maths and the phy paper -_- Will i face the 'Massacre of the Block Tests 2" again? i better hope not...

One last thing, i was so horrified when i saw the next chapter of my life....
Struggles: The A'levels

//Brandon struck at 7:20 PM\\

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

sigh

here i am, facing the school com in the library, feeling nothing short of burnt-out...man, only a few days away from block-tests and i'm already burnt, what's left for the actual test?? feel like gaming but i guess that will wipe out whatever memories i have left of my notes, T.T help me, someone...nah, it's ok it's alright everything's gonna be fine... just grumbling and ramblin on and on about blockheads like me waiting to sit for the block tests... Yawn and yes england faces ecuador in the 2nd round, though i'm a MAN UTD fan but i'm no ENGLAND fan... ok not say 100%, maybe 65%?? i still dunno what country i support, *hmm i heard someone says s'pore* but i think either argentina or spain will win, no more brazil although we do have osme common letters in our names...

should i hit the books or carry on blogging...??

maybe i should head back to the balconey to carry on mugging, but definitely i'm falling asleep...

zzZZzzZZzzZZzz....

//Brandon struck at 10:42 PM\\

Monday, June 12, 2006

周杰倫：简单爱

说不上为什么
我变得很主动
若爱上一个人什么都会值得去做
我想大声宣布
对你依依不舍
连隔壁邻居都猜到我现在的感受

河边的风在
吹着头发飘动
牵着你的手
一阵莫名感动
我想带你回我的外婆家
一起看着日落
一直到我们都睡着

我想就这样牵着你的手不放开
爱能不能够永远单纯没有悲哀
我想带你骑单车
我想和你看棒球
想这样没担忧
唱着歌一直走
我想就这样牵着你的手不放开
爱可不可以简简单单没有伤害
你靠着我的肩膀
你在我胸口睡着
像这样的生活
我爱你, 你爱我

想 ...
简简单单爱...
想 ...
简简单单爱...

//Brandon struck at 7:10 PM\\

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

Maybe i should start mugging instead of being hooked hopelessly onto my com, and start my morning runs to get fit for the napfa test. Feel like giving it up and go for PTP but then alot of my loved ones dont want me to go leh, so ya must piang... Since now blogging seem quite silent with not much people tagging i guess i should stop posting and rever back to my studies, so some last words before i go for a short break from blogging....

It's hard to get the best of both worlds, ya? I just learnt it the hard way not long ago when i got shampoo but lost a fine buddy... Quite sad, really for me when all of the sudden the whole world seemed to turn its back on me and i never felt so alienated in my class like before, but guess what? SO BE IT if i lose such a good friend in this manner, sorry jam... Pardon me i'm not trying to be sarcastic but what i mean is that i'll be a fool if i kept brooding on this issue and refuse to move on and let it affect everything i do, although it already has... Well then wish u all the luck friend for the next 4 months or so, do well for the A's and show ur parents something to be proud of.... ^^

Fitness ended, so as the stuffs in SJ although i havent go through the actual procedures but i guess i'm damn proud to be member of these 2 CCAs, totally rock my shoes off my feet... Glad to know that Fitness is in good hands but i dont know about SJ, getting more and more chaotic, severely short-handed due to *stupid* parents' interference. That's the norm in today's parents: over-protective. Whinning like crazy over some minor stuffs their sons have to go through. PLEASE they are your sons not daughters unless u think otherwise... 1 week so many hours cant even spent 8 proper hours into their CCA, so tootz lah *frm kev, acknowledged hor*... HAix.... Hope SJ can be in good hands from now on after my batch left...

CHionG ArhZ!!! AlL the WaY to BloCk tEsTZ 2!!! FOr thE blOCk-HeADs!!!!!1

//Brandon struck at 9:18 PM\\

Monday, June 05, 2006

*sighs*

time passes way too fast, block test 2 is coming and i still havent had the mood to study, much to the dismay of my parents (or 'rents, lol fitness jokes....) Just finished 8 days of fitness stuffs, super drained physically, mentally and emotionally... If everytime shampoo cries whenever i blog it sounds like i'm a great sinner, but then.... you understand the feeling? It's like receiving a new expensive watch on your left hand but fracturing your right hand, what a mixed feeling... It's like not knowing whether it is your fault or not but i guess life still goes on, but it doesn't feel anywhere good... It's like... purely shit, u know? Today i walked into sch and saw not one or two, but FOUR classmates walking in front of me, and i'm wearing an orange shirt but none actually noticed me? So wow, after 1 week of wilderness in ubin i'm totally ignored, just like in fitness nowadays...

super tired of all these kind of stuffs, studies family frens cca, my room is in a mess now but i still no mood to clear my stuffs... Guess that i now go watch tv with my dad, maybe will lighten my mood i guess....

//Brandon struck at 7:45 PM\\