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Name - b=RAND(on)
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SIAN LAH

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Saturday, June 28, 2008

zzz it hurts most when old injuries came up again.. After twisting my back (again!) i'm in a terrible state... Cant sleep for nights! Sigh so just when i thought i should rest at home, suntec had to come up with a Toys & Comics Convention, which sure hella pulled a half-dead brandon to the convention hall...

LOL didnt expect to spend so much money today though; but i only had 1 interest in mind for the convention there: the Bandai booth.. the front looked something like this,


damn big can! to the left is
right is

walau if only i can move them home hahah.. shucks la i'm too deep into my gundam addiction, 'cos i just bought this there

zzz i think i bring it to camp and fix bah lolz...
some other photos i took there:



lol i love the iron-man the most.. ALL got price tags de wor! wonder if anyone willing to buy them or nt hahah...
After that went shopping spree with lobert-san *lol* damn long never feel the power of spending money muahahah bought a tshirt and a ring, then dinner at cafe cartel.. Weird place leh, they charge 10% service charge budden everything self-service, take orders take water etc etc.. but the food really nice man, *or maybe i in camp too long* the prok ribs is BAGUS!
after finishing it i counted 15 bones lolx...

Then did more shopping around and finally while resting we saw a couple of kids bouncing up and down and up and down
cute sia haha

//Brandon struck at 9:32 PM\\

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

i used to be happy
...
...
used to....

//Brandon struck at 11:29 PM\\

Sunday, June 22, 2008

cool huh, how a difference in megapixels matters so much in quality *plus my paintings on it oso ah hahah*





And i just bought this 2weeks ago, Sun Quan

now heres the reason why i wanted painting it in the 1st place -_- after some painting it looks something like this:




and at last, the 3 conquerors of the Three Kingdoms unite at my desktop!

next up on my buylist: Zhao Zilong aka Zhao Yun! Lu Bu oso can hahah


//Brandon struck at 4:57 PM\\

ARGH my heat rashes on my back... my pair of rotting feets... sigh

Somehow i hated being alone for too long, in just about any situations.. Its the green light for my mind to come out and wander to who knows where, ponders about so many stuffs that i've done or yet to do, and it just solidifies in front of me and proceed to dig up all the past i want to forget.. Today i spent too time alone listening to my Xpressmusic phone and staring at space, its so maddening i couldnt manage to slide open the phone and start msging at all..

Shouldnt go into details, should i?

Anyway after 1 x stupid exercise last monday to wednesday, things were really beginning to thaw within our platoon.. Or is it? I couldnt be sure; everyone was still guarding against each other, and i cant help but feel that i also am holding on to a sturdy shield with a dagger behind it.. Someone tell me, thats life? Kinda sucks if i had to answer.. 'Cos you can spend 1 whole day sitting in your bunk wondering who is whose enemy or who is 'buay gum' with who and you still cant get a definitive answer in the end.. But of course i had better things to do *i spent.... eh.... 3minutes? hahah* Kinda sad on how things turned out to be like that, 'cos everyone IS on the same ship trying to survive through the ordeals and no one is cooperating.. Super frustrating so i will stop right here LOL

It's 1.23am and i still couldnt sleep.. Maybe i'm thinking about two hers; the previous one and the not-yet one.. One i'd let down at J1, one i'd let down last year and now i'm trying to repair the damages done at J1 era.. Is it kind of late? Can it still work out in the end? ARGH WTH troublesome, i'll rather be gay and mingle with guys... Guys, anyone?

But now i know why i couldnt sleep... THE BLOODY HEAT RASHES ON MY BACK THAT STUNG WHENEVER I TRY TO LIE DOWN

zzzzzz

//Brandon struck at 12:48 AM\\

Sunday, June 15, 2008

Linkin Park - Leave Out All The Rest

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared
After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here
So if you're asking me I want you to know..

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Don't be afraid
I've taking my beating
I've shared what I've been
I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you
So if you're asking me I want you to know..

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that ive done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well
Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are


I think, this song sums up best the current unpredictability of life itself now isnt it? 2 NSFs came and went just like that, kind of scary if you really thought about it.. Ok back to real life now and it's the start of exercise frenzy again! All the way to august's exercise at thailand! SIAN... acutally exercises arent a big deal, only if everyone could cooperate and tackle the tasks laid ahead; but its just too bad, yesterday's incident just further reinforce the fact that we cant work together for shit.. Kind of sad considering that we managed to overcome so many stuffs already and they still cant see the importance of working as a whole platoon.. Life just sets to become harder in jurong camp :S

Eight months on, i'm in love again, but the signs are very very unpromising.. My bad, i'm really lousy in talking or smsing haha, just cant seem to connect the correct words for the correct occasions.. Tell me how leh someone haha...

Anyway was on office duty in wednesday when i overheard the 98.7FM djs comparing the Hulk and Shrek :S their basis of comparision is that both are green -.- and suddenly i thought about myself.. Cos i was a Shrek at sec4 j1 era (ah TW ah haha) and now i'm a Hulk-wannabe in jurong camp.. Sometimes really wanted to bash the fuckers up, regardless of ranks.. From a gung-ho anything-will-do Shrek character to a vengeful angry Hulk within 3 years is really... kind of scary... Deep down i really dont want to be like this, but could i prevent it? With the injustice of this world? Cant wait to be out of there by next March..

//Brandon struck at 2:21 PM\\