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Sunday, February 26, 2006
Gave up trying my maths complex no. tut, i should be mugging with mp3 stuck to my ears now in my bedroom.... couldnt understand this chapter, cant help it with a self-hallucinating lecturer whom i think.... blahblahblah....
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//Brandon struck at
1:35 PM\\
Friday, February 24, 2006
You know, when u are really really stressed and kinda forced up the wall, even the smallest things spoil the whole mood for the day?
right now i'm wrecking my head on how to balance my time so that i can make my parents happy, prevent the buddies from my CCAs from being sort of overworked and do well academically? how man how, after today's meeting with yet again the TIC i was so fed up by the way he speaks but ben worse man, totally unspeakable afterwards. *sigh* relax lah? i may sounded abit irritating during the meeting but c'mon just forget about it.... Ended up home about 7.30pm, greeted by a black face *who else* i somehow lost my temper siah, replying crossly at the question thrown at me... it was as if i wanted to come home this late *sigh* as if i'm not trying hard to get by with everyday's challenges *sigh*
Today PE was damn disappointing. i think i'm the only guy in the whole class getting striked out during the softball matches, which somehow making me a laughing stock. Not that i know of who, but you know the feeling...? *sigh* it was such a lousy feeling manx.... Today......
what else can i say? damn lousy mood now... short post = sucky mood
suck like a vacuum cleaner
Linkin Park "In The End"
(It starts with)
One thing I don't know whyI
t doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
(All I know) time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
(It's so unreal)
Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on / but didn't even know
Wasted it all just to
(Watch you go)
I kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time
when I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
One thing / I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To remind myself howI tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I'm surprised it got so (far)
Things aren't the way they were before
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end
You kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There's only one thing you should know
*screams*
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There's only one thing you should know
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter....
right now i'm wrecking my head on how to balance my time so that i can make my parents happy, prevent the buddies from my CCAs from being sort of overworked and do well academically? how man how, after today's meeting with yet again the TIC i was so fed up by the way he speaks but ben worse man, totally unspeakable afterwards. *sigh* relax lah? i may sounded abit irritating during the meeting but c'mon just forget about it.... Ended up home about 7.30pm, greeted by a black face *who else* i somehow lost my temper siah, replying crossly at the question thrown at me... it was as if i wanted to come home this late *sigh* as if i'm not trying hard to get by with everyday's challenges *sigh*
Today PE was damn disappointing. i think i'm the only guy in the whole class getting striked out during the softball matches, which somehow making me a laughing stock. Not that i know of who, but you know the feeling...? *sigh* it was such a lousy feeling manx.... Today......
what else can i say? damn lousy mood now... short post = sucky mood
suck like a vacuum cleaner
Linkin Park "In The End"
(It starts with)
One thing I don't know whyI
t doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
(All I know) time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
(It's so unreal)
Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on / but didn't even know
Wasted it all just to
(Watch you go)
I kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time
when I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
One thing / I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To remind myself howI tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I'm surprised it got so (far)
Things aren't the way they were before
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end
You kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There's only one thing you should know
*screams*
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There's only one thing you should know
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter....
//Brandon struck at
8:56 PM\\
Monday, February 20, 2006
Bleah
posting in again when i should be rushing out my chemistry tutorial but don't have the heart to let today's incidents slip by unrecorded in bloggy lehx hahahax....
Problems started last night, when i in my horrors of horrors cannot find my tie! Bloody hell i dont even know where that bloody tie went to, too bad have to buy one. Luckily imran got an extra tie if not i dont know what's going to happen to me liao whoah... Everything went smoothly in class and lectures, except for a GP compre i struggled to complete. Bleah again, go gym workout... Oh man, really hope i didnt attempt the deadweight lift, an exercise learnt last week. First, i became damn blur, susceptible to 'stoning'. Second my back hurts reaaalll bad. Third i lost 10bugs 10BUGS LEH!! because i blur, holding the 10 dollar note and walked to popular. Upon entering i looked at my hand, WTH CB WHERE THE HECK IS THAT 10 DOLLAR NOTE?!! I looked up down left right centre but bloody hell it just disappeared. Oh well, and the tie cost 10dollars only... BLEAH!!!
Haix because of that lost tie i was called a bai jia zhi by my mom. In case you dont know, it means the heir who single-handedly destroy his own family. wth, just because of a lost tie...
Family stress, academic stress, CCA stress... are they good or bad?? Just checked my email, was part of the planning team for SJ's March camp, i realised i have alot of work needed to rush out just for that camp and an unhappy thought that it clashes with fitness OMG MANX it really needs a gigantic effort to balance between all these things, wonder how am i going to...
IF only a day have 48 hours, but that means even more stress :S
IF only i can survive well enough with only 6hours of sleep.... that's impossible <:S
IF only i can ignore everything at home.... even more impossible and immoral >:O
IF only.....
Bleah i dont know le lah, i really have to apologise to my SJ friends (no it is not SJI or what) but i really do wonder whether i make any difference by appearing in front of them or not, but since i've made the commitment i will try my best to continue it... If only love can see....
posting in again when i should be rushing out my chemistry tutorial but don't have the heart to let today's incidents slip by unrecorded in bloggy lehx hahahax....
Problems started last night, when i in my horrors of horrors cannot find my tie! Bloody hell i dont even know where that bloody tie went to, too bad have to buy one. Luckily imran got an extra tie if not i dont know what's going to happen to me liao whoah... Everything went smoothly in class and lectures, except for a GP compre i struggled to complete. Bleah again, go gym workout... Oh man, really hope i didnt attempt the deadweight lift, an exercise learnt last week. First, i became damn blur, susceptible to 'stoning'. Second my back hurts reaaalll bad. Third i lost 10bugs 10BUGS LEH!! because i blur, holding the 10 dollar note and walked to popular. Upon entering i looked at my hand, WTH CB WHERE THE HECK IS THAT 10 DOLLAR NOTE?!! I looked up down left right centre but bloody hell it just disappeared. Oh well, and the tie cost 10dollars only... BLEAH!!!
Haix because of that lost tie i was called a bai jia zhi by my mom. In case you dont know, it means the heir who single-handedly destroy his own family. wth, just because of a lost tie...
Family stress, academic stress, CCA stress... are they good or bad?? Just checked my email, was part of the planning team for SJ's March camp, i realised i have alot of work needed to rush out just for that camp and an unhappy thought that it clashes with fitness OMG MANX it really needs a gigantic effort to balance between all these things, wonder how am i going to...
IF only a day have 48 hours, but that means even more stress :S
IF only i can survive well enough with only 6hours of sleep.... that's impossible <:S
IF only i can ignore everything at home.... even more impossible and immoral >:O
IF only.....
Bleah i dont know le lah, i really have to apologise to my SJ friends (no it is not SJI or what) but i really do wonder whether i make any difference by appearing in front of them or not, but since i've made the commitment i will try my best to continue it... If only love can see....
//Brandon struck at
9:58 PM\\
Sunday, February 19, 2006
Sianz... gonna write yet again lots of sad stuffs but i think i will have to control abit, if not everone will be so sian no one will whisper into my chatbox for years, lolx....
Yesterday my cousin's 21st birthday, went for a country club somewhere at changi there, some'sing liddat... Met all the cousins from my father's side family, dont really know what to talk to them since i see them only like twice or thrice whole year round... Then watched manu crash out of FA cup, omg lah you can hear the sound of my heart shattering manx...
you know, all my uncles (my dad's brothers) arent really good fathers IMO, i suddenly realised last nite. I had this cousin who is only like Sec2 this year and he owns PS2, a computer which quality is comparable of those in a LAN shop, a Nokia *shucks i forgot what model but is the marcel and ben's handphone model* , ipod nano, numerous games i can only dreamed of playing smoothly in my com..... The problem is, he dont like his parents, especially his dad. You know, his dad is abit 'lame', as in his actions not his physical, so it kinda pisses my cousin off. Getting the facts clear, i silently shook my head... Another uncle, the one i like the most 'cos he's forever the one generously helping my family through the difficult periods over the past few years, also kinda spoilt his children. He had 3, the oldest being only about 7-8 years old. No joke, he also owns a PS2 at home, and for God's sake did he surprise the whole lot of us in my uncle's car. He was arguing with his younger bro, 5-6 years old
"Stupid Idiot!!"
"Stupid IDIOT!!"
"F**KING IDIOT!!!!!!!!"
I almost fell off the car seat, thanks for the seat belt. OMG manx, a 7 year old muttering things like that? It's like finding cryptonite *lolx* Of course, his embarassed mom scolded him seriously, but with me and my bro in the car, she didnt say much either hahaha...
But on a serious note, i really wish all the best for both sets of families, especially the former. If *touchwood* anything were to happen, God knows how on earth they are going to react to it...
But on a lighter note, some funny things to lighten your day:
#1 Q: what is the simplest way to get a date?
A: go get your calendar out...
#2 Q: if you are expecting a answer of "what?", what should be the question?
A: heyyouwhatareyoudoingcmonwhyyougivingthisweirdlookoihellloooo u??
Yesterday my cousin's 21st birthday, went for a country club somewhere at changi there, some'sing liddat... Met all the cousins from my father's side family, dont really know what to talk to them since i see them only like twice or thrice whole year round... Then watched manu crash out of FA cup, omg lah you can hear the sound of my heart shattering manx...
you know, all my uncles (my dad's brothers) arent really good fathers IMO, i suddenly realised last nite. I had this cousin who is only like Sec2 this year and he owns PS2, a computer which quality is comparable of those in a LAN shop, a Nokia *shucks i forgot what model but is the marcel and ben's handphone model* , ipod nano, numerous games i can only dreamed of playing smoothly in my com..... The problem is, he dont like his parents, especially his dad. You know, his dad is abit 'lame', as in his actions not his physical, so it kinda pisses my cousin off. Getting the facts clear, i silently shook my head... Another uncle, the one i like the most 'cos he's forever the one generously helping my family through the difficult periods over the past few years, also kinda spoilt his children. He had 3, the oldest being only about 7-8 years old. No joke, he also owns a PS2 at home, and for God's sake did he surprise the whole lot of us in my uncle's car. He was arguing with his younger bro, 5-6 years old
"Stupid Idiot!!"
"Stupid IDIOT!!"
"F**KING IDIOT!!!!!!!!"
I almost fell off the car seat, thanks for the seat belt. OMG manx, a 7 year old muttering things like that? It's like finding cryptonite *lolx* Of course, his embarassed mom scolded him seriously, but with me and my bro in the car, she didnt say much either hahaha...
But on a serious note, i really wish all the best for both sets of families, especially the former. If *touchwood* anything were to happen, God knows how on earth they are going to react to it...
But on a lighter note, some funny things to lighten your day:
#1 Q: what is the simplest way to get a date?
A: go get your calendar out...
#2 Q: if you are expecting a answer of "what?", what should be the question?
A: heyyouwhatareyoudoingcmonwhyyougivingthisweirdlookoihellloooo u??
//Brandon struck at
2:55 PM\\
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
Today's V'day...
Came back home straight away get scolded by mom, spoil my day...
Another lousy V'day, went out with, like, 5 guys? :S
Another attempt of class outing.... failed, haix when can we have a successful one?!
Suddenly today during class i felt sad, dont know why. I think i still rueing over the lost chance last year... Man, i really felt like rushing all the way back to whitley road to see her for once and say everything i want her to know. Yet i'm always held back by reality; the fact that i'm so messed up in everything i do and i'm struggling to come in terms of the amount of stress, you know how difficult it is to just open my mouth to say? I dont really know man... If only i had the courage to take the initiative... only hope she can understand and forgive for the insensitiveness last year... Today jo-N tried passing her V'day present, which is a cricket ball, but i missed it totally *ok partly cos u threw it too short a range*. It kinda reminded me of how things ended on her b'day, the way i missed the point totally... What i feel is that somehow i always get this feeling that i'm looking for a gf solely for the sake of having one, which obviously is immoral and very wrong... i guess my first date would only come when i get back my long-lost self esteem and confidence, as well as a maturity worthy of the one i like... til that day come....
Came back home straight away get scolded by mom, spoil my day...
Another lousy V'day, went out with, like, 5 guys? :S
Another attempt of class outing.... failed, haix when can we have a successful one?!
Suddenly today during class i felt sad, dont know why. I think i still rueing over the lost chance last year... Man, i really felt like rushing all the way back to whitley road to see her for once and say everything i want her to know. Yet i'm always held back by reality; the fact that i'm so messed up in everything i do and i'm struggling to come in terms of the amount of stress, you know how difficult it is to just open my mouth to say? I dont really know man... If only i had the courage to take the initiative... only hope she can understand and forgive for the insensitiveness last year... Today jo-N tried passing her V'day present, which is a cricket ball, but i missed it totally *ok partly cos u threw it too short a range*. It kinda reminded me of how things ended on her b'day, the way i missed the point totally... What i feel is that somehow i always get this feeling that i'm looking for a gf solely for the sake of having one, which obviously is immoral and very wrong... i guess my first date would only come when i get back my long-lost self esteem and confidence, as well as a maturity worthy of the one i like... til that day come....
//Brandon struck at
2:15 PM\\
Saturday, February 11, 2006
Nah, nothing bad happened yet, i think bad things will start this coming Monday, you know why? Our damn TIC has done it again; he actually want us to RUN 2.4km 6 times a week! Ok, not that i'm scared of running or what, but wth?! 6 times?! Damn right, he cant even trek 10km with us and yet... Haix i've ran out of adjectives to describe him... I dont mind running, in fact to think in a positive way it will help me get a better timing for NAPFA but can you imagine running 2.4km every single day from Monday to Friday? This might have been the bad premonition coming true after all.... OMFG lah...
And yes he did it again, this time round humiliating us in front of the sports TICs and some guest speakers. Man, i can never forget the WTF looks on every single person in the AVA when they saw us entering. I mean, it was a mind-training talk conducted for TEACHERS and yet we MEMBERS OF FITNESS CLUB were standing in front attempting to attend the talk. Mr louis ho tried to chase us out of the AVA in the most gentle way one can imagine, i really cant help but to feel like a damned dog... Oh well maybe it is the DOG YEAR... We only sat in the first half of the talk and we were kindly shown the door by the speakers "'cos the following contents is only for teachers" WTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Enough about that bastard who thinks he's God....
Haha finally went to boon keng there eat bak kuh teh with Mike and daryl and nic. Great ot see them after so many months, they havent changed alot. Mike's still as lame and as committed to his CCAs as ever, Daryl still no-nonsense and random as ever, Nic still as himself... Man, been wanting to crash back to CJ over the past few weeks but couldnt find the time to. 1T37 really rocks man... was hoping S72 could be on par with it, and a certain NPCC mdm will organise 1 more outing, but not to chinatown for the love of *ahem* lolx.....
Today just started my maths tuition, great to see nico and ct again after the holidays. Played dota at katong shopping centre after that, met up with some cadets i've seen earlier today at MSH during training. What a match of dota i've had with those guys, it was simply awesome!!
Owww my whole upper body is aching from yesterday workout, after hearing some tips in bodybuilding from Eugene our new unfortunate member of fitness, whom you-guessed-it was being dragged in by HIM... Haix i hope he go jump down the SA bridge asap and become a drenched dog, then i can go up there....
AND STEP ON HIM!!!
SPIT AT HIM!!!
LAUGH AT HIM!!!
HAHAHAHA.... oh my that's sadistic man....
And yes he did it again, this time round humiliating us in front of the sports TICs and some guest speakers. Man, i can never forget the WTF looks on every single person in the AVA when they saw us entering. I mean, it was a mind-training talk conducted for TEACHERS and yet we MEMBERS OF FITNESS CLUB were standing in front attempting to attend the talk. Mr louis ho tried to chase us out of the AVA in the most gentle way one can imagine, i really cant help but to feel like a damned dog... Oh well maybe it is the DOG YEAR... We only sat in the first half of the talk and we were kindly shown the door by the speakers "'cos the following contents is only for teachers" WTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Enough about that bastard who thinks he's God....
Haha finally went to boon keng there eat bak kuh teh with Mike and daryl and nic. Great ot see them after so many months, they havent changed alot. Mike's still as lame and as committed to his CCAs as ever, Daryl still no-nonsense and random as ever, Nic still as himself... Man, been wanting to crash back to CJ over the past few weeks but couldnt find the time to. 1T37 really rocks man... was hoping S72 could be on par with it, and a certain NPCC mdm will organise 1 more outing, but not to chinatown for the love of *ahem* lolx.....
Today just started my maths tuition, great to see nico and ct again after the holidays. Played dota at katong shopping centre after that, met up with some cadets i've seen earlier today at MSH during training. What a match of dota i've had with those guys, it was simply awesome!!
Owww my whole upper body is aching from yesterday workout, after hearing some tips in bodybuilding from Eugene our new unfortunate member of fitness, whom you-guessed-it was being dragged in by HIM... Haix i hope he go jump down the SA bridge asap and become a drenched dog, then i can go up there....
AND STEP ON HIM!!!
SPIT AT HIM!!!
LAUGH AT HIM!!!
HAHAHAHA.... oh my that's sadistic man....
//Brandon struck at
9:09 PM\\
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
Life's a mess, just when i thought it had finally come back on rail, my parents HAD to quarrel... Yea yea i dont even know why, just that i found myself in the middle of a cold war after waking up from an afternoon nap. You know how frustrating it is? The whole house was already messed up by all the events in the past few years and yet they had to have a bust-up. One always wanted to live the way we did before all these incidents, the another die die wont accept her fate and always aimming to improve. When these two stubborn cocks are on loggerheads, damn, i dont give a damn anyway, i've had enough...
Dont know what's troubling me these days, i kept having this premonition that something REAL bad will happen, but so far aside from home everything is ok for me, 'cos i can find an explanation for all the setbacks so far. Maths test ultra difficult? Admittingly i never study loh. Crappy hairstyle? Fine, my hair's never nice-looking anyway... Just got back physics class test, got a big shock that i did well in my class. Woohoo! But dont feel very happy though. Strangely, after the weekend nightmare in mahjong my energy seemed sapped. No energy to do tutorials, no energy to engage in fitness stuffs, no energy to go back to SJ to help out, i think all the negativities are returning soon, wth.... Couldnt sleep at night, fully wide awake, damn sleepy at the break of dawn. Man, wth is happening around me?
Who can ever understand the stress of being the breadwinner? Who can ever understand the frustration of a man being confined at home doing nothing but watching TV, doing housework and preparing all the meals? Who can ever understand.... i dont know, maybe all these things are happening 'cos it's all my damn fault; it's the only reason since i ever existed in this world, i brought in all the problems, i'm the source of all troubles... i really cant hang on any much longer man, with all these problems dragging me down, and my damn stupid com had to crash in front of me *i using my aunt's laptop* basket....
Linkin Park's "One Step Closer"
I cannot take this anymore....
I'm saying everything I've said before...
All these words they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Less I hear the less you say
but you'll find that out anyway...
Just like before.......
Everything you've said to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
and I'm about to break
I need a little room to breather
'cos I'm one step closer to the edge
and I'm about to break.....
Dont know what's troubling me these days, i kept having this premonition that something REAL bad will happen, but so far aside from home everything is ok for me, 'cos i can find an explanation for all the setbacks so far. Maths test ultra difficult? Admittingly i never study loh. Crappy hairstyle? Fine, my hair's never nice-looking anyway... Just got back physics class test, got a big shock that i did well in my class. Woohoo! But dont feel very happy though. Strangely, after the weekend nightmare in mahjong my energy seemed sapped. No energy to do tutorials, no energy to engage in fitness stuffs, no energy to go back to SJ to help out, i think all the negativities are returning soon, wth.... Couldnt sleep at night, fully wide awake, damn sleepy at the break of dawn. Man, wth is happening around me?
Who can ever understand the stress of being the breadwinner? Who can ever understand the frustration of a man being confined at home doing nothing but watching TV, doing housework and preparing all the meals? Who can ever understand.... i dont know, maybe all these things are happening 'cos it's all my damn fault; it's the only reason since i ever existed in this world, i brought in all the problems, i'm the source of all troubles... i really cant hang on any much longer man, with all these problems dragging me down, and my damn stupid com had to crash in front of me *i using my aunt's laptop* basket....
Linkin Park's "One Step Closer"
I cannot take this anymore....
I'm saying everything I've said before...
All these words they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Less I hear the less you say
but you'll find that out anyway...
Just like before.......
Everything you've said to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
and I'm about to break
I need a little room to breather
'cos I'm one step closer to the edge
and I'm about to break.....
//Brandon struck at
1:38 PM\\
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
Yea peanut butter, or i mean JAM, hope you'll see this after visiting your blog... Actually arh nothing much to say lah just that I only got 1 sentence for you: Before you even sink into depression, you should still feel a glow of hope upon you, 'cos you havent got the most suckiest problem yet. You know what in the blue world is that? Yep, family problems... It sucked 'cos it isn't directly always your fault, but you'll still get that naggy feeling that it started all because of you, you you and no one but you... Only 1 small problem but it afffects every1 under the roof.... So cheer up man, if really cannot tahan need some shoulders ar you still got ben and me, 'cos we've been through worse scenarios before :D
ok let's start proper. Anyone still remember how they spend their first CNY? I don't think so, 'cos everyone haven't hit their 1st year in Mother Earth, ya? My first CNY came after 1 + month of my birth, so haha whether i spent it in hospital or what, only my parents know and i didn't ask yet, lol... So how's CNY man? Mine quite ok only, 'cos this will be the last year with long hair *as in longer than 4cm* before i enlist for NS, 'cos i think i'm entering PTP (T.T) During the festival period i watched 2 movies, I not stupid 2 and fearless... But before you say Whoah i'll have to say they ain't some fantastic movies, watch on weekdays better 'cos they don't worth the weekend ticket prices IMO... Strangely i wasn't interested in the amount of angpow money this year, maybe money has no more stand in my world now *hmm should i give 40 % or 50% commission to my mom?* haha This year also never played alot of mahjong, funny... I think must get some classmates go my aunt's vacant house play mahjong heeheehee, then can suck some more money *evil laughters*
Hmm got CCA later, seriously I'm running out of ideas on how to balance between 2 CCAs that i liked loh, scully if lim give another of his worthless lectures i would probably flare up and storm out of the gym, not before screamming "F*** YOU!!!!!!"... haiyo...
ok let's start proper. Anyone still remember how they spend their first CNY? I don't think so, 'cos everyone haven't hit their 1st year in Mother Earth, ya? My first CNY came after 1 + month of my birth, so haha whether i spent it in hospital or what, only my parents know and i didn't ask yet, lol... So how's CNY man? Mine quite ok only, 'cos this will be the last year with long hair *as in longer than 4cm* before i enlist for NS, 'cos i think i'm entering PTP (T.T) During the festival period i watched 2 movies, I not stupid 2 and fearless... But before you say Whoah i'll have to say they ain't some fantastic movies, watch on weekdays better 'cos they don't worth the weekend ticket prices IMO... Strangely i wasn't interested in the amount of angpow money this year, maybe money has no more stand in my world now *hmm should i give 40 % or 50% commission to my mom?* haha This year also never played alot of mahjong, funny... I think must get some classmates go my aunt's vacant house play mahjong heeheehee, then can suck some more money *evil laughters*
Hmm got CCA later, seriously I'm running out of ideas on how to balance between 2 CCAs that i liked loh, scully if lim give another of his worthless lectures i would probably flare up and storm out of the gym, not before screamming "F*** YOU!!!!!!"... haiyo...
//Brandon struck at
1:19 PM\\