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Tuesday, May 30, 2006
currently back at home, 'cos ubin no internet connection so i argued with my chairman to let me come home to update my blog =P no lah actually the dry run ends tmw but today my dad hits half a century in age, so ya as a son i have to be back for a dinner at least. Was hoping for a sumptous dinner at some restaurant or something but i have forgotten that those glory days are already over, so a simple meal at the hawker centre proved to be enough anyway....
Been feeling giddy ever since i left the s'pore-bounded boat from ubin and stepped into mainland. WTH eating dinner with a light head... Jus took a nap and now feeling just abit better to come here.... Manx still got night navi clues and preparation of being a MC during campfire... WAH HELLO I'M SUSPOSED TO BE AN INTROVERT LOH!! But anw also must do, so ya loh...
too tired to write long stories again, but all i wanna say is that i believe, deep down in my heart, the only solution between us is that only time heals all wounds..... Hang on there, if u wanna talk to me anytime anywhere i will always be around, i guess =)
Happy birthday, dad...
Been feeling giddy ever since i left the s'pore-bounded boat from ubin and stepped into mainland. WTH eating dinner with a light head... Jus took a nap and now feeling just abit better to come here.... Manx still got night navi clues and preparation of being a MC during campfire... WAH HELLO I'M SUSPOSED TO BE AN INTROVERT LOH!! But anw also must do, so ya loh...
too tired to write long stories again, but all i wanna say is that i believe, deep down in my heart, the only solution between us is that only time heals all wounds..... Hang on there, if u wanna talk to me anytime anywhere i will always be around, i guess =)
Happy birthday, dad...
//Brandon struck at
9:37 PM\\
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
Damn tired today, just realised i had been vv glum for the whole day...
Maybe it's the 45mins gym workout during PE, only when mr chay closed the gym then i realised the class was actually playing captain's ball outside against other class 0_O ... Ok i might seem abit anti-social, but hell i'm lousy in ball games... After the gym i felt so out of the world- in a negative sense- that i dont really have the mood to continue with school. Wanna sleep but then i went to refresh myself up with a bball game during econs lect, blam! wrong move, i more tired now -_-
Yet another almost interactless day with the once-buddy of mine.... How can i even smile is a miracle today, given that anyone wont be in good mood if their buddies or good friends just suddenly lost anything to talk to u with, u know? It's like a damn ice wall, so tall and so cold... After the 'adventures' last year, i dont think i'm ready for another one, right? But i guess THAT GUY UP THERE is fooling around with me, if me disappearing from his sights might make him feel abit less awkward then i guess i would gladly do that... Even though i'm at the receiving end of the bitter icy punch...
And i guess a certain household somewhere in clementi will be experiencing floods now ;) but hey, control control... Some people ask me why i dont cry, why i so seldom angry, why i this, why i that... Partly because i under swear that i wont drop a tear easily from then on, partly because i dont really see the need to cry or flare up. I'm not criticizing anyone here, since some can brawl or jump up in fury within a snap of finger. It's just personal principles, yay? I realize the aim of every misfortune is to make u despair or be furious, so that u will drown urself in tears or burn urself in fury, so therefore of course i wont fall to their trap u know... For those struggling to cope with their emotions, this might be a good try... U cry, people cry with u; u angry, u hurt feelings... So, why do that? I'll rather think of something and then move on, but of course sometimes men still do cry, right?
So after negative must come positive... Dad's still at home after medical checkup, yay... And i just got a new baby cousin, brought to this world 3.31pm today, haha....
GP JOKES (POLITICAL)
FEUDALISM: You have two cows. Your lord takes some of the milk.
PURE COMMUNISM: You have two cows. You help to take care of them, and you all share the milk.
SINGAPOREAN DEMOCRACY: You have two cows. The government fines you for keeping two unlicensed farm animals in an apartment and you get caned.
DICTATORSHIP: You have two cows. The government takes both and shoots you.
AMERICAN DEMOCRACY: The government promises to give you two cows if you vote for it. After the election, the president is impeached for speculating in cow futures. The press dubs the affair "Cowgate".
BRITISH DEMOCRACY: You have two cows. You feed them sheep's brains and they go mad. The government doesn't do anything
TOTALITARIANISM: You have two cows. The government takes them and denies they ever existed. Milk is banned.
Californian style: You have millions of cows. They make real California cheese. Only five speak English. Most are illegals. Arnold likes the ones with the big udders.
French style: You have two cows. You go on strike because you want three cows. You go to lunch and drink wine. Life is good.
Japanese style: You have two cows. You redesign them so they are one-tenth the size of an ordinary cow and produce twenty times the milk. They learn to travel on unbelievably crowded trains. Most are at the top of their class at cow school.
Italian style: You have two cows but you don't know where they are. While ambling around, you see a beautiful woman. You break for lunch. Life is good.
Russian style: You have two cows. You have some vodka. You count them and learn you have five cows. You have some more vodka. You count them again and learn you have 42 cows. The Mafia shows up and takes over however many cows you really have.
Indian style: You have two cows. You worship both of them.
Taliban style: You have all the cows in Afghanistan, which are two. You don't milk them because you cannot touch any creature' private parts. You get a $40 million grant from the US government to find alternatives to milk production but use the money to buy weapons.
Iraqi style: You have two cows. They go into hiding. They send radio tapes of their mooing.
Maybe it's the 45mins gym workout during PE, only when mr chay closed the gym then i realised the class was actually playing captain's ball outside against other class 0_O ... Ok i might seem abit anti-social, but hell i'm lousy in ball games... After the gym i felt so out of the world- in a negative sense- that i dont really have the mood to continue with school. Wanna sleep but then i went to refresh myself up with a bball game during econs lect, blam! wrong move, i more tired now -_-
Yet another almost interactless day with the once-buddy of mine.... How can i even smile is a miracle today, given that anyone wont be in good mood if their buddies or good friends just suddenly lost anything to talk to u with, u know? It's like a damn ice wall, so tall and so cold... After the 'adventures' last year, i dont think i'm ready for another one, right? But i guess THAT GUY UP THERE is fooling around with me, if me disappearing from his sights might make him feel abit less awkward then i guess i would gladly do that... Even though i'm at the receiving end of the bitter icy punch...
And i guess a certain household somewhere in clementi will be experiencing floods now ;) but hey, control control... Some people ask me why i dont cry, why i so seldom angry, why i this, why i that... Partly because i under swear that i wont drop a tear easily from then on, partly because i dont really see the need to cry or flare up. I'm not criticizing anyone here, since some can brawl or jump up in fury within a snap of finger. It's just personal principles, yay? I realize the aim of every misfortune is to make u despair or be furious, so that u will drown urself in tears or burn urself in fury, so therefore of course i wont fall to their trap u know... For those struggling to cope with their emotions, this might be a good try... U cry, people cry with u; u angry, u hurt feelings... So, why do that? I'll rather think of something and then move on, but of course sometimes men still do cry, right?
So after negative must come positive... Dad's still at home after medical checkup, yay... And i just got a new baby cousin, brought to this world 3.31pm today, haha....
GP JOKES (POLITICAL)
FEUDALISM: You have two cows. Your lord takes some of the milk.
PURE COMMUNISM: You have two cows. You help to take care of them, and you all share the milk.
SINGAPOREAN DEMOCRACY: You have two cows. The government fines you for keeping two unlicensed farm animals in an apartment and you get caned.
DICTATORSHIP: You have two cows. The government takes both and shoots you.
AMERICAN DEMOCRACY: The government promises to give you two cows if you vote for it. After the election, the president is impeached for speculating in cow futures. The press dubs the affair "Cowgate".
BRITISH DEMOCRACY: You have two cows. You feed them sheep's brains and they go mad. The government doesn't do anything
TOTALITARIANISM: You have two cows. The government takes them and denies they ever existed. Milk is banned.
Californian style: You have millions of cows. They make real California cheese. Only five speak English. Most are illegals. Arnold likes the ones with the big udders.
French style: You have two cows. You go on strike because you want three cows. You go to lunch and drink wine. Life is good.
Japanese style: You have two cows. You redesign them so they are one-tenth the size of an ordinary cow and produce twenty times the milk. They learn to travel on unbelievably crowded trains. Most are at the top of their class at cow school.
Italian style: You have two cows but you don't know where they are. While ambling around, you see a beautiful woman. You break for lunch. Life is good.
Russian style: You have two cows. You have some vodka. You count them and learn you have five cows. You have some more vodka. You count them again and learn you have 42 cows. The Mafia shows up and takes over however many cows you really have.
Indian style: You have two cows. You worship both of them.
Taliban style: You have all the cows in Afghanistan, which are two. You don't milk them because you cannot touch any creature' private parts. You get a $40 million grant from the US government to find alternatives to milk production but use the money to buy weapons.
Iraqi style: You have two cows. They go into hiding. They send radio tapes of their mooing.
//Brandon struck at
5:34 PM\\
Sunday, May 21, 2006
maybe my blog now got a paragraphing problem, cant seem to form a new paragraph no matter how much times i stab my 'enter' key... HELP ME JAMIN!!!! :D
91th post of this young blog, 9 more to the century... That means if i wanna hit a century by this month i have to blog on the average 1 post per day... Nonononononono the fitness proposal thingy still haunts me like nobody's business, the night navigation i have to rethink the whole plan and i susposed to be the MC for the campfire... Basket lah how i introvert leh!!! Dun care arh must somehow drag someone to MC with me, hmmm kevin would be a good choice... uhh whoops??
Just watched da vinci, really am super disappointed with the movie, totally lost the plot of the fantastic novel.. Shouldnt dwell on it, give it 2 miserable stars only out of 5... Sometimes i also wonder what's the fuss over the novel, all because of the author's note in the front that says all facts here are nothing but the truth :S ok so what's next? It's like c'mon lah, all this fiction novels produce some weird theories just to provide food for thought. Try reading the Jurassic Park novel, the one before the Lost World... You know what the book says? "UV lights are actually essential 'cos they produced the energy needed to created life on Earth..." and alot of other stuffs that susposedly harmful to us but it turned out otherwise... And i dont remember hearing scientists protesting.. OK so maybe in this case it's Christianity, but then arh i think before christians go about condemning this book, they ought to thank this book: it renewed, if not reinforced, their faith in Christianity. I mean, hey let's face it, since when do we see so many Christians in the world being so united to counter this book? And those who said opus dei and the catholic church are baddies obviously didnt read the novel closely...
Hee hee uh did i say something wrong? aiya just giving my piece of mind, even though i'm no christian but hey, it caught my attention and kick off my old habit of wondering wondering wondering: what if Damn Bold, oh i mean, Dan Brown is right? Probability of it being correct is like... a Poisson distribution?? Bleah, just joking...
Last week of school coming up, i dunno whether i'm looking forward to it or not, just all the sudden life becomes so tiring...
91th post of this young blog, 9 more to the century... That means if i wanna hit a century by this month i have to blog on the average 1 post per day... Nonononononono the fitness proposal thingy still haunts me like nobody's business, the night navigation i have to rethink the whole plan and i susposed to be the MC for the campfire... Basket lah how i introvert leh!!! Dun care arh must somehow drag someone to MC with me, hmmm kevin would be a good choice... uhh whoops??
Just watched da vinci, really am super disappointed with the movie, totally lost the plot of the fantastic novel.. Shouldnt dwell on it, give it 2 miserable stars only out of 5... Sometimes i also wonder what's the fuss over the novel, all because of the author's note in the front that says all facts here are nothing but the truth :S ok so what's next? It's like c'mon lah, all this fiction novels produce some weird theories just to provide food for thought. Try reading the Jurassic Park novel, the one before the Lost World... You know what the book says? "UV lights are actually essential 'cos they produced the energy needed to created life on Earth..." and alot of other stuffs that susposedly harmful to us but it turned out otherwise... And i dont remember hearing scientists protesting.. OK so maybe in this case it's Christianity, but then arh i think before christians go about condemning this book, they ought to thank this book: it renewed, if not reinforced, their faith in Christianity. I mean, hey let's face it, since when do we see so many Christians in the world being so united to counter this book? And those who said opus dei and the catholic church are baddies obviously didnt read the novel closely...
Hee hee uh did i say something wrong? aiya just giving my piece of mind, even though i'm no christian but hey, it caught my attention and kick off my old habit of wondering wondering wondering: what if Damn Bold, oh i mean, Dan Brown is right? Probability of it being correct is like... a Poisson distribution?? Bleah, just joking...
Last week of school coming up, i dunno whether i'm looking forward to it or not, just all the sudden life becomes so tiring...
//Brandon struck at
7:49 PM\\
Friday, May 19, 2006
dunno what to post about recently, so ya just put in a video which best describe me now...
aww cheesepie cannot put video... so be it...
Maybe, just maybe, i have to seriously rethink on how i'm leading my life now. Is it the right route? Or wrong??
//Brandon struck at
9:14 PM\\
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
wont be going to school tmw, although is SA participating in rugby finals but i think i too sick liao...
sick of how life kept toying with me and just plain headache :(
sick of how life kept toying with me and just plain headache :(
//Brandon struck at
9:58 PM\\
Monday, May 15, 2006
Beneath the mask of calm,
lies a desperate face...
Beneath the mask of peace,
lies a face haunted by chaos...
Beneath the mask of knowledge,
lies a face always seeking for an answer...
walau cheebye if i were to be a cold-hearted werewolf i wont even bother to wear a mask of madness today... If i dont cherish this valuable friendship i wont even bother about finding out exactly why... But for the very first time this afternoon, i thought the ship has been sunk, just like Poseidon... Damnit loser, damnit...
But on the brighter side, my dad returned home after medical check-up!! Dont need to stay in hospital for a few nights!!! yay happy!!!!
lies a desperate face...
Beneath the mask of peace,
lies a face haunted by chaos...
Beneath the mask of knowledge,
lies a face always seeking for an answer...
walau cheebye if i were to be a cold-hearted werewolf i wont even bother to wear a mask of madness today... If i dont cherish this valuable friendship i wont even bother about finding out exactly why... But for the very first time this afternoon, i thought the ship has been sunk, just like Poseidon... Damnit loser, damnit...
But on the brighter side, my dad returned home after medical check-up!! Dont need to stay in hospital for a few nights!!! yay happy!!!!
//Brandon struck at
3:05 PM\\
Friday, May 12, 2006
wanna pinch ur nose, piggy....
Super tired, 'cos yesterday after dinner chiong straight to toa payoh. Wah kao i got such a stupid experience of toilet-hunting sia. At the entertainment centre my stomach started to rumble, so i went to the toilet to drop bomb. Turns out ALL the cubicles are in use, like how come i wanna shit but everyone starts shitting before i can shit? But then nvm, then i go to the food court toilet. U know the basic needs of a toilet?
1) a decent toilet bowl, abit dirty nvm...
2) a generous supply of toilet roll
3) a wonderous water flushing system (not lyk last time malan rd's ones where they rebound the shit on u)
WALAU the toilet dun have leh!! how i shit sia? No choice loh then i walked all the wayy to the KFC at the central there. Again in use, so i stood there like an idiot for 10mins, that ! @ # $ % still dont want to come out... FINE then i go to the library!! But library closed 15mins before i can reach there -_- so last resort: go to the nearby macdonald there. But i think walk too much liao, bomb sort of defused *darn, waste my precious time...*
Watched poseidon at 11+pm, was damn sleepy at the start of the movie 'cos after a long day in school and now i sittin on a soft seat in a cold theatre. After the movie, it really justified my phobia of swimming: FREAK LAH DID YOU SEE HOW THOSE POOR PEOPLE DROWN?! Damn yucks manx. i really cannot imagine myself immersed inside a pool loh, no one can understand the fear generating inside me when i'm underwater.... Basically storyline only got 1 word: DIE... U see, when the rogue wave hit the ship, 95% of the people on board died, either washed overboard, crashing into something or something crashing on them, got electrocuted, burnt into crisps by flash fires, drowned etc etc... Then the remaining 5% was further reduced by... oh... 99.99% when the glass panels of the ballroom cracked and water rushed in to drown them. (OK the ship sorted of overturned, so the ballroom is now at the bottom, glass crack n water zoomed in loh) So the 0.01% leh? A handful of them remained. Then a few died along the way to escape and turns out oni a couple, a mother and son, the hero and a gay YES U ARE RIGHT, A GAY.... Then story ends... walau... Rating: 3.5/5
one more thing, benjamin ar u muz learn how to relax loh, getting frustrated over a few things isnt going to help things much *but at least get frustrated over more things loh* I dunno if u got some problem with me, but i guess in the end all things will work out just fine, right? =)
Super tired, 'cos yesterday after dinner chiong straight to toa payoh. Wah kao i got such a stupid experience of toilet-hunting sia. At the entertainment centre my stomach started to rumble, so i went to the toilet to drop bomb. Turns out ALL the cubicles are in use, like how come i wanna shit but everyone starts shitting before i can shit? But then nvm, then i go to the food court toilet. U know the basic needs of a toilet?
1) a decent toilet bowl, abit dirty nvm...
2) a generous supply of toilet roll
3) a wonderous water flushing system (not lyk last time malan rd's ones where they rebound the shit on u)
WALAU the toilet dun have leh!! how i shit sia? No choice loh then i walked all the wayy to the KFC at the central there. Again in use, so i stood there like an idiot for 10mins, that ! @ # $ % still dont want to come out... FINE then i go to the library!! But library closed 15mins before i can reach there -_- so last resort: go to the nearby macdonald there. But i think walk too much liao, bomb sort of defused *darn, waste my precious time...*
Watched poseidon at 11+pm, was damn sleepy at the start of the movie 'cos after a long day in school and now i sittin on a soft seat in a cold theatre. After the movie, it really justified my phobia of swimming: FREAK LAH DID YOU SEE HOW THOSE POOR PEOPLE DROWN?! Damn yucks manx. i really cannot imagine myself immersed inside a pool loh, no one can understand the fear generating inside me when i'm underwater.... Basically storyline only got 1 word: DIE... U see, when the rogue wave hit the ship, 95% of the people on board died, either washed overboard, crashing into something or something crashing on them, got electrocuted, burnt into crisps by flash fires, drowned etc etc... Then the remaining 5% was further reduced by... oh... 99.99% when the glass panels of the ballroom cracked and water rushed in to drown them. (OK the ship sorted of overturned, so the ballroom is now at the bottom, glass crack n water zoomed in loh) So the 0.01% leh? A handful of them remained. Then a few died along the way to escape and turns out oni a couple, a mother and son, the hero and a gay YES U ARE RIGHT, A GAY.... Then story ends... walau... Rating: 3.5/5
one more thing, benjamin ar u muz learn how to relax loh, getting frustrated over a few things isnt going to help things much *but at least get frustrated over more things loh* I dunno if u got some problem with me, but i guess in the end all things will work out just fine, right? =)
//Brandon struck at
12:40 PM\\
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
eh dont know what to post, so i pasted a flash animation here for everyone...
WARNING: not for people like Ben or darryl who needs translation from chinese to english
LOL
//Brandon struck at
9:15 PM\\
Sunday, May 07, 2006
Believe it or not, this were the chants that went around the carparks of the estate after the release of the results this morning. SIAO walau they literally honked their damn cars and drove around, screaming, "POTONG PASIR CHIAM SEE TONG!!! POTONG PASIR CHIAM SEE TONG!!!!" Pls, it's already past midnight and they were doing this. Somewhere then i heard a sharp child-like voice shouting out, "SHADDUP LAH!!!" *lol stuffs man.....*
Yeah ok so chiam won, the 80million bugs *wonder where they going to find so many bugs? isit ants or bees or caterpillars....* lift-upgrading carrot didnt work their charm as expected. C'mon lah, upgrading leh, does anyone know how inconvenient is that? My grandparents' house at jalan rajah, which although is located in balestier but is under LKY's grc, now had lifts at every doorsteps, but who can imagine the 2 old people lived with practically dust-storms waging outside their door for months? Still must pay somemore.... When i went there during the period it's like oh-my-god-stuffs man... But now even with the lift at the doorstep also quite good lah, 'cos grandpa got difficulty walking, so ya loh convenient... No way am i going to study for A's with dust-storms waging just outside my door!!
And yesterday tianwen 19th bdae, went to paradiz kboxing with them. There the kbox not too bad, got special rooms like a pool table or a stage for u to sing in front of your friends. Also got a special thing called K'DINNER, but trust me, DONT try it. Last night we got 2 choices: fried rice or lame chop, i mean LAMB chop. i thought, fried rice like abit common leh, so try lamb chop loh. When it came in i was staring it in disbelief. Now THAT's lame chop.... The meat is so super hard it's just like chewing gum, except that it's abit tasteless. I think the lamb is lame, tt's why, LOL...
Yeah ok so chiam won, the 80million bugs *wonder where they going to find so many bugs? isit ants or bees or caterpillars....* lift-upgrading carrot didnt work their charm as expected. C'mon lah, upgrading leh, does anyone know how inconvenient is that? My grandparents' house at jalan rajah, which although is located in balestier but is under LKY's grc, now had lifts at every doorsteps, but who can imagine the 2 old people lived with practically dust-storms waging outside their door for months? Still must pay somemore.... When i went there during the period it's like oh-my-god-stuffs man... But now even with the lift at the doorstep also quite good lah, 'cos grandpa got difficulty walking, so ya loh convenient... No way am i going to study for A's with dust-storms waging just outside my door!!
And yesterday tianwen 19th bdae, went to paradiz kboxing with them. There the kbox not too bad, got special rooms like a pool table or a stage for u to sing in front of your friends. Also got a special thing called K'DINNER, but trust me, DONT try it. Last night we got 2 choices: fried rice or lame chop, i mean LAMB chop. i thought, fried rice like abit common leh, so try lamb chop loh. When it came in i was staring it in disbelief. Now THAT's lame chop.... The meat is so super hard it's just like chewing gum, except that it's abit tasteless. I think the lamb is lame, tt's why, LOL...
//Brandon struck at
12:10 PM\\
Saturday, May 06, 2006
i've made a huge decision yesterday, and as ben said, it's wasn't for the sake of having one... And yes i dont think i will have any regrets....
//Brandon struck at
12:01 PM\\
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
周杰倫 - 回到过去
一盏黄黄旧旧的灯
时间在旁闷不吭声
寂寞下手毫无分寸
不懂得轻重之分
沉默支撑跃过陌生
静静看著凌晨黄昏
你的身影失去平衡
慢慢下沉
黑暗已在空中盘旋
该往哪我看不见
也许爱在梦的另一端
无法存活在真实的空间
想回到过去
试著抱你在怀里
羞怯的脸带有一点稚气
想看你的看的世界,
想在你梦的画面
祇要靠在一起就能感觉甜蜜
想回到过去
试著让故事继续
至少不再让你离我而去
分散时间的注意
这次会抱得更紧
这样挽留不知还来不来得及
想回到过去
思绪不断阻挡著回忆播放
盲目的追寻仍然空空荡荡
灰蒙蒙的夜晚睡意
又不知躲到哪去
一转身孤单已躺在身旁....
If only.....
一盏黄黄旧旧的灯
时间在旁闷不吭声
寂寞下手毫无分寸
不懂得轻重之分
沉默支撑跃过陌生
静静看著凌晨黄昏
你的身影失去平衡
慢慢下沉
黑暗已在空中盘旋
该往哪我看不见
也许爱在梦的另一端
无法存活在真实的空间
想回到过去
试著抱你在怀里
羞怯的脸带有一点稚气
想看你的看的世界,
想在你梦的画面
祇要靠在一起就能感觉甜蜜
想回到过去
试著让故事继续
至少不再让你离我而去
分散时间的注意
这次会抱得更紧
这样挽留不知还来不来得及
想回到过去
思绪不断阻挡著回忆播放
盲目的追寻仍然空空荡荡
灰蒙蒙的夜晚睡意
又不知躲到哪去
一转身孤单已躺在身旁....
If only.....
//Brandon struck at
9:12 PM\\
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
1st post in may....
For so long i have never felt so relieved, at least in my school work... At last i'm catching up with my tutorials, yay it's a good thing after all. For too long in JC i have slacked so much i lagged behind the tutorials for the various subjects, finally i'm getting serious in my work YAY
But maybe i'm forced under circumstances. Unlike my brother, i now shoulder a even greater expectation to deliver, not a baby ar goodness gracious ME *lol mr lee haha* but great fantastic results. Tsk, i guess it's not going to be easy... C'mon c'mon up and on man, up and on.... yucks
Had dinner alone at home for the umpteen time, today saw his car at the carpark and i thought, hey maybe there's dinner at home after all!! But when i tugged at the gates, sheesh it's locked -_- all hopes were dashed... A little bit discouraged, i stumbled into home and that's how a day in school ended, me alone in this house surfing internet watching tv eating leftovers in the fridge *since i too lazy to go out anymore* and on top of that, mugging... but later, not now lolx....
And today i shutted myself down a little bit, didnt really joke around alot... OK i wasnt really loud ever since JC started but today did seem a little bit weird... Tried talking to people, but an ice wall just came out of nowhere between us, even the closer friends in class... Dont know why though, so i didnt really talked alot and not even a single sense of humour. Haha especially ben, on saturday ubin recee he showed no one except me the i-juz-quarelled-wif-my-mum face, every single moment when i tried talking to him, but then to other people like normal cheerful self... *No hard feelings, relax relax i know maybe i got that Auntie Agony look but i'm not an auntie!!!* Scully he's also a one who wears a mask to hide his true face in front of friends like me like that..... i think i'm having some sort of a socialising crisis. Nowadays really dreaded going to chem tutorials and maths lectures, such a torture man. Mdm lee now gotten so serious during tutorials i wasnt used to it, and maths lectures... oh forget it i might as well go home and do housework bleah =P
Oh well life still goes on and on....
For so long i have never felt so relieved, at least in my school work... At last i'm catching up with my tutorials, yay it's a good thing after all. For too long in JC i have slacked so much i lagged behind the tutorials for the various subjects, finally i'm getting serious in my work YAY
But maybe i'm forced under circumstances. Unlike my brother, i now shoulder a even greater expectation to deliver, not a baby ar goodness gracious ME *lol mr lee haha* but great fantastic results. Tsk, i guess it's not going to be easy... C'mon c'mon up and on man, up and on.... yucks
Had dinner alone at home for the umpteen time, today saw his car at the carpark and i thought, hey maybe there's dinner at home after all!! But when i tugged at the gates, sheesh it's locked -_- all hopes were dashed... A little bit discouraged, i stumbled into home and that's how a day in school ended, me alone in this house surfing internet watching tv eating leftovers in the fridge *since i too lazy to go out anymore* and on top of that, mugging... but later, not now lolx....
And today i shutted myself down a little bit, didnt really joke around alot... OK i wasnt really loud ever since JC started but today did seem a little bit weird... Tried talking to people, but an ice wall just came out of nowhere between us, even the closer friends in class... Dont know why though, so i didnt really talked alot and not even a single sense of humour. Haha especially ben, on saturday ubin recee he showed no one except me the i-juz-quarelled-wif-my-mum face, every single moment when i tried talking to him, but then to other people like normal cheerful self... *No hard feelings, relax relax i know maybe i got that Auntie Agony look but i'm not an auntie!!!* Scully he's also a one who wears a mask to hide his true face in front of friends like me like that..... i think i'm having some sort of a socialising crisis. Nowadays really dreaded going to chem tutorials and maths lectures, such a torture man. Mdm lee now gotten so serious during tutorials i wasnt used to it, and maths lectures... oh forget it i might as well go home and do housework bleah =P
Oh well life still goes on and on....
//Brandon struck at
8:40 PM\\