//...strike!...\\

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

man's greatest enemies is no one but himself

indeed how true,

be it engaging new challenges,

learning something that is completely alien to you,

frustrations during the course of learning,

or just simply getting on with life,

if man cannot overcome himself, he will never succeed

i'm struggling

我放不过我自己
转一圈回到了原地
眼泪是一种提醒我很爱你
让一切归零
我放不过我自己
仍相信爱会有奇迹
人群中我正逃离
我抱着你
我们的爱情
还未完待续

//Brandon struck at 10:44 PM\\

Saturday, February 14, 2009

****editted****

sigh too disturbing le, so unlike of me, guess i just replace this whole episode with a simple lyric bah

突然好想你
你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你
突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛

//Brandon struck at 7:25 PM\\

Monday, February 02, 2009

i had two very different viewpoints from the 2 steamboats i had for the weekend.. the first one was at TW house while the second one was at my grandma's hse, and next sunday i have 1 more :S getting fat eh? hahah...

i think i enjoyed the first one more; it's sort of a reunion. yes i have finally decided to return to mshs, abid a more simple withdrawn role in the committee.. initially was quite reluctant, having disappeared for so long, plus being naturally shy i was quite short in self-confidence.. but although not many people turned up i was glad to be there, its been a long time since i had fun with a bunch of SJAB guys.. Oh i havta know the recipe for the soup base from TW hahah...

The second one, welll i dunno.. although i loved returning to the place where i grew up every week, the adults just dont seem to get it... Petty rifts never fail to spoil the mood and somehow i always havta be abit of a clown to bring even the slightest smile to the household... Its really depressing to go back every week hearing nothing but complains... Yes every family member in the household has his/her own weakness, but isnt it the very basic function of a family to accomodate and compromise in order to live happily in the name of peace? It was the same old story yesterday, even though it was susposed to be a reunion dinner... As i expected it was a reunion dinner in name only; with so much petty hatred between everyone wtf is that dinner susposed to mean?

Feeling sad i immediately transform into a clown, admittedly abit of a failure, to bring smiles to as many people as i can... I dont want to get involved in anything; this is the place i grew up, i will make sure the dinner will be done in the most peaceful manner, no matter how fake it seemed to be... I just cant bring myself to criticise anyone from my maternal grandparents' household; i'm not like my brother who will not hesitate to be critcal against any relatives except our paternal grandmother.. It doesnt make sense, right? If i grew up being spoilt by my maternal grandparents as according to many of my relatives ('cos i dont eat fruits, lame isnt it?), then i'm glad i have learnt some very precious values from the household in balestier.. Be grateful to the people who brought u up; Cherish every single one of them; Enjoy every moment cos you dont know what will happen tommorrow; Live life as it is, simplicity is everything i ask for... Admittedly if i were the one 6 years ago i wont be saying anything near to this; but these 6 years and the stuffs that happened, i HAD to grow up, right?

The 1st opening song of Hitman Reborn! (i cant find the english translation so i juz type out from the anime)

Drawing Days - Splay

An angel without wings told me
he had lost the map to go home
Powerless, i took a paintbrush
and poured water onto dried paint.
Even if those eyes lose their light
I'll still draw
Even if these hands lose their strength
I'll still draw
A colour that wraps everything together
A prayer that put all my wishes together

i'll still draw

//Brandon struck at 1:10 PM\\