//...strike!...\\

Friday, January 26, 2007

sigh, just got my contract with tt damn company extended, n i was alreadywondering if that's the right move at all...

fancy being tasked with printing policies of around 10pgs each? Catch is there exactly 1290 copies of them.. Worse case scenario? after printing they have to be checked, each of them... Worst case scenario?! unless they get another ass into that dept i have to do them all!! For only 50bucks everyday, excluding CPF deduction! wow, wonderful, just wonderful....

budden i dont really mind, SERIOUS i really dont, if only the permanant start treating me lyk a human... REALLY, 99.9% of the conversation we had so far r just, "eh brandon? pls do this.... brandon ah? pls do that, thx..." really envy the other temps, at least they could talk to their exec like machiam friends liddat.. maybe it's my problem, i dont know but shldnt the permanant staff be playing the role of guardian n some sort of orientation leader or something liddat? cant really find any listening ear for my whinning w/o irritating them... this office is driving me nuts!

when there's things to do, they come in clumps, huge ones... when there's nothing suitable for temp to do, it's really waiting for knock off time with 2 hours to go... there's 1 MJ temp who i tink gt bored of me grumblin of nth to do and said, " it's either u wan or dont want, or they wan or dun want...." i donno which case ah...

really miss sch life, really shld hav kept closer contact (if any) with the class... it's as good as gone now....

//Brandon struck at 9:08 PM\\

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

after 1 traumatising weekend, i'm still back to work...

everyday returned home dead tired, mentally too tired of doing anything other than playing my PSP xD but this friday will be my official last day in my contract... wonder if they will renew or not, cos i dont really like my work now, come to think of it when did i like it? Sigh, it's a WOMEN department, i ocunted less than 10 GUYS working inside that floor, INCLUDING temps!

Manz, now i'm wondering if i shld accept it or not if they want to, i getting quite bored of the environment, though the temps r quite ok n nice pple... for today n yst one of the permanant staff was on leave, so i had to sit at her seat partially-covering her job.. Gd for the permanant staff behind me, shoot arrow pretty easily since her target is always in front of her the whole day... Tmw when she come back, where i sit?! like seriously n sadly, i dont have a table i can call my own.. even the com i used the most is a shared database computer, means anyone in my department can use it... somehow i'm subdued inside that office, maybe i'm just dead bored of finding arrows, yes FINDING arrows to stab myself... IF only... sigh

//Brandon struck at 8:25 PM\\

Sunday, January 14, 2007

literally.... the blog here is collecting dust haha.. been working these few days, damn those aunties in the dept, ask me to rush out data entry n later complain that they hav nth for me to do cos i finished too fast.... time flies, i'm entering ns soon n the pot belly is just getting bigger n bigger sigh...

nowadays blogs r professional dust collectors, updates r getting more infrequent and i'm starting to forget all my maths formula xD

//Brandon struck at 12:16 PM\\

Monday, January 01, 2007

what a way to kick start a new year, playing bnet in the lan shop, which is actually quite dumb really...

alot of dumb stuffs happened recently.. note that this is by all means no negative thoughts, just some dumb stuffs to ponder upon from the previous year, to forget and to carry on life in the new yr...

if my mom's account were to be correct, none in eunice's department actually went for her final farewell! but the dumbest part is, the apparent reason is that no one really liked her when she's still alive! that can only reveal how scary office politics really is... my point is, since she has already passed away, why cant we let bygones be bygones and bury the hatchet? for me i actually wanted to go but my mum again dont take me seriously when i said i wanted to go... i mean, how dumb can she be? to think that she believe i could actually be joking about such matters only tells the role i play in my family... why am i stuck in this kind of dumb home?? back to the point, i was actually quite disappointed for not going for the final sending off, even my bro went, wth... *sigh*

this may sounds dumb, but in reality my birthday has already lost its magical annual appeal... there are three kinds of people in the world: the first sees everyday as a gift and enjoy it to the max; the second only look forward to certain days in a year, be it birthdays, festivals etc; the last one sees everday as... well just another day in a year, no special events hold any meaning to them... somehow i'm stuck in between the second and the third one... the last 2 years hadnt been more chaotic, i mean the emotional scar is deep enough to haunt you every year... you know, stuffs like ur mom telling you on your christmas eve that your dad has only 3 months to live *thank goodness he's still well and ok now*, stuffs like someone you know just passed away suddenly while on the way to work.... somehow life doesnt seem as strong as it was made out to be, yet i will still believe in life itself, 'cos no matter how strenous the journey of life can be, i have to complete it in the right way....

yet when the sj people celebrated mine and jc's birthdays together i had this cocktail of guilt and happiness... why guilt first? i had hardly contributed anything to sj in all my 6 years, and jc had poured in blood and sweat to the building of the corps.. i really cant hold any candle to him, hence i dont deserve any kind of celebrations more than smses... happiness is 'cos i... well i dont know why though....

with the arrival of new year comes new hopes... in the family tree i may be a loner but i live for myself and no one else... wish all with bestest of health in this new year, 2007

//Brandon struck at 12:00 PM\\