//...strike!...\\

Sunday, January 31, 2010

This is getting really ridiculous...

Anyway, school's officially started and hellish is the word that i can describe... Cant imagine until the end of this sem... rawrr i muz focus! Allocate proper timing and enough time for everything... but when 3 out of 5 modules really are dumbass to the ultimate, how enjoyable this sem would be? Cant imagine -_-

And adults, sigh.... If i were to grow up to be like them, i would rather stay 11 years old forever, finding bliss in ignorance as what linkin park sings... Dont think i would go on to the details but yeah, it sux to see adults behaving like this, kinda amusing and amazing... Do they want to learn the painful lessons of loss before they start to grow up again? Then again, i still rather not grow up than to 上一堂《失去才懂得珍惜》的课...

Came across many meaningful songs recently in the radio, not new but a few years old already but the lyrics are really beautiful at the very least..

咖啡 - 张学友

太浓了吧否则怎会苦的说不出话
每次都一个人在自问自答
我们的爱到底还在吗
已经淡了吧多放些糖也很难有变化
不如喝完这杯就各自回家
别坐在对面欣赏我的挣扎

一场失败的爱情像个笑话
热得时候心乱如麻
冷了以后看见自己够傻
人怎么会如此容易无法自拔

一场无味的爱情像个谎话
甜的时候只相信它
苦了以后每一句都可怕
人怎么会如此难以了无牵挂

jeidon is slowly but definitely getting jaded...

//Brandon struck at 10:07 PM\\

Saturday, January 23, 2010

this week is a sleepy week v.v

really scared to fall sick now, i realised how pain it is after a swollen gum made this week rather hellish by interupting my sleep, and a sleepy brandon is a grumpy brandon xD

And this morning things went rather bad as the hell's peak was reached during the 1108 lab.... shldnt brood over it anymore, but i think i may have shown my friends the somewhat ugly side of me, the sleep deprived ultra grumpy ultra whiny side of me =( congrats friends i think there's more to be discovered as the years go by hahahha..... i hope next week will be better, rested up and ready to fight a new war =)

and i really hated the blogging in the english mod, havta reread and rewrite since it will be graded o.o

here's the link for the english blog, pls go there and laugh over what i hav to say every week http://comunicacion-efectiva-brandon.blogspot.com/ but pls dun comment although i did encourage it hahaha...

yawns, i better rest up well this wkends, do some tuts and officially announcing the closing down of my social life until this hellish sem ends Dx

all the best everyone!

//Brandon struck at 12:14 AM\\

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

hanging out with the 1st 3 months peeps, though only a grand total of 4 of us, brings back alot of memories... Its not something new, but sometimes it would be nice if time turns back to the 1st 3 months period in CJ, where everything seemed so carefree and fun, where life seemed so simple.. Right now i'm blogging with a half dead body, since i reached home at 11 last night and left home at 730 in the morning...

almost 5 years has passed since i left the gates of CJC for good, for a susposedly greener pastures in the fields of SAJC, but i couldnt find back the enjoyment anywhere... Maybe its the A's, maybe its the rollercoaster ride in life after JC, maybe its just pure growing up, but if i were to look at the same guy at 1t37, i dont think i could recognize him anymore... True, he may be vv fat and ugly.. True, he may be absurdly immature.. True, he may be very naive in dealing with affairs of family and the heart...

But at least, he's genuinely happy

//Brandon struck at 9:23 PM\\

Monday, January 11, 2010

tired v.v these few days are pretty bad; waking up more tired than when sleeping, even aft clocking the optimal amount of hours (or so i thought)... just hope i dont fall sick, school official starts in about 13hrs' time and really its not the right time to be lying on bed biting a thermometer.. wells u get what i mean :D

been listening to lots of songs, and one of my friends just entered singlehood :( wells it's nothing to be happy about, i just havta see how it goes about helping him out... it will be tough juggling emotions and work/school, trust me its very painful =/ so i came across this song, the rhythm isnt exactly very emo/super tear jerker kind, but its the lyrics that i got attracted to... maybe its the medicine for the broken hearts :)

记得爱

天空不断下着无声的雪
而我只有思念
勉强能温暖黑夜
拥抱离我已经千山万水
每个男人都有
说不出的心碎
我还爱着一个人
但愿回到美好的从前
也许痛的感觉证明了爱的深浅
不然为什么我还不撤退

记得爱所有幸福的片段
所以才一直忘记要离开
伸出手继续勇敢付出我的爱
原地不动的等待
就算风把我的头发吹乱

记得爱是我给过的答案
就不再考虑应该不应该
一滴泪落进无边无际的大海
就算我们都活得没有遗憾

then another song pops into mind about the kahlok day later tonight at dhoby area..

回到过去

一盏黄黄旧旧的灯
时间在旁闷不吭声
寂寞下手毫无分寸
不懂得轻重之分
沉默支撑跃过陌生
静静看着凌晨黄昏
你的身影
失去平衡
慢慢下沉

黑暗已在空中盘旋
该往哪我看不见
也许爱在梦的另一端
无法存活在真实的空间

想回到过去试着抱你在怀里
羞怯的脸带有一点稚气
想看你看的世界
想在你梦的画面
只要靠在一起就能感觉甜蜜

想回到过去试着让故事继续
至少不再让你离我而去
分散时间的注意
这次会抱得更紧
这样挽留不知还来不来得及
想回到过去

思绪不断
阻挡着回忆播放
盲目的追寻
仍然空空荡荡
灰蒙蒙的夜晚
睡意又不知躲到哪去
一转身孤单
已躺在身旁

guess troubles just grow with age, dont they? :)

//Brandon struck at 12:59 AM\\

Monday, January 04, 2010

歌名：春泥

漫天的话语纷乱落在耳际
你我沉默不回应
牵你的手你却哭红了眼睛
路途漫长无止尽
多想提起勇气
好好的呵护你
不让你受委屈
苦也愿意

那些痛的记忆落在春的泥土里
滋养了大地开出下一个花季
风中你的泪滴滴滴落在回忆里
让我们取名叫做珍惜

迷雾散尽一切终于变清晰
爱与痛都成回忆
遗忘过去繁花灿烂在天际
等待已有了结局
我会提起勇气
好好地呵护你
不让你受委屈
苦也愿意

漫天纷飞的花语落在春的泥土里
滋养了大地开出下一个花季
风中你的泪滴滴滴落在回忆里
让我们取名叫做珍惜

那些痛的记忆落在春的泥土里
滋养了大地开出下一个花季
风中你的泪滴滴滴落在回忆里
让我们取名叫做珍惜

让我们懂得学会珍惜

09 年过了，除了到处跟人说声 "happy new year!"，这新的一年希望大家都

"懂得学会珍惜"

//Brandon struck at 9:16 PM\\