Tuesday, November 29, 2005
dad's hospitalised again. After only 2 weeks out of SGH he's back in again. Sigh, what kind of holiday am I having? The stupid Fitness things are sucking my free time dry, and family matters are nothing short of chaotic... I'm getting the feeling I can't hang on anymore. Just today I sort of wasted my trip down to SA just for a 50minutes meeting, sigh, to discuss about celebrating her birthday and also to make her 'cry'... Yea right, 'cry' _l_ wtf... You want so much I scumble down in front of you and cry for all the heck of this blue world I want. Samuel asked me in the toilet (interesting place to pop such questions) that Benjamin or someone said I wrote sad stuffs in blog and whether I'm alright.
Wow, I didn't know what to say. Firstly, does Benjamin, our heeheehee boy, read people's blog? I don't think so... Secondly, frankly I'm lost for words, 'cos how else could I reply? Everything's here in this Boulevard of Broken Dreams, for all I care. I told him later that ok I'm alright and thanked him for his concern. Well I think I still appear to be quite lame and happy in front of those Fitness guys but to say the truth, I don't know how much I'm going to hang on. Next year? Next month? Next week? Or even next morning? I've had enough of sad stuffs to write man...
Feel like changing to a more happier topic, but what? Come to think of it, I suddenly remember an entry from my friend's now defunct blog. It goes like this,
"A group of students were asked to list what they thought were the present "Seven Wonders of the World." Though there were some disagreements, the following received the most votes:
1. Egypt's Great Pyramids
2. Taj Mahal
3. Grand Canyon
4. Panama Canal
5. Empire State Building
6. St. Peter's Basilica
7. China's Great Wall
While gathering the votes, the teacher noted that one student had not finished her paper yet. So she asked the girl if she was having trouble with her list. The girl replied, "Yes, a little. I couldn't quite make up my mind because there were so many."The teacher said, "Well, tell us what you have, and maybe we can help.
"The girl hesitated, then read, "I think the 'Seven Wonders of the World' are:
1. To See
2. To Hear
3. To Touch
4. To Taste
5. To Feel
6. To Laugh
7. And to Love."
The room was so quiet you could have heard a pin drop. The things we overlook as simple and ordinary and that we take for granted are truly wondrous! A gentle reminder -- that the most precious things in life cannot be built by hand or bought by man. "
Not surprising we tend to overlook alot of seemingly small little things and take them for granted. I'm not sure how I managed to link this to the topic of this entry, but still, something to share with everyone....
Before I end, a beautiful and tragic FLASH animation about the pains of love
http://card3.silversand.net/diy/image/090666.swf
//Brandon struck at
2:40 PM\\