Friday, February 24, 2006
You know, when u are really really stressed and kinda forced up the wall, even the smallest things spoil the whole mood for the day?
right now i'm wrecking my head on how to balance my time so that i can make my parents happy, prevent the buddies from my CCAs from being sort of overworked and do well academically? how man how, after today's meeting with yet again the TIC i was so fed up by the way he speaks but ben worse man, totally unspeakable afterwards. *sigh* relax lah? i may sounded abit irritating during the meeting but c'mon just forget about it.... Ended up home about 7.30pm, greeted by a black face *who else* i somehow lost my temper siah, replying crossly at the question thrown at me... it was as if i wanted to come home this late *sigh* as if i'm not trying hard to get by with everyday's challenges *sigh*
Today PE was damn disappointing. i think i'm the only guy in the whole class getting striked out during the softball matches, which somehow making me a laughing stock. Not that i know of who, but you know the feeling...? *sigh* it was such a lousy feeling manx.... Today......
what else can i say? damn lousy mood now... short post = sucky mood
suck like a vacuum cleaner
Linkin Park "In The End"
(It starts with)
One thing I don't know whyI
t doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
(All I know) time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
(It's so unreal)
Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on / but didn't even know
Wasted it all just to
(Watch you go)
I kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time
when I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
One thing / I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To remind myself howI tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I'm surprised it got so (far)
Things aren't the way they were before
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end
You kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There's only one thing you should know
*screams*
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There's only one thing you should know
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter....
//Brandon struck at
8:56 PM\\