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Thursday, March 09, 2006

Blogging for 1 more time before i go for my MAC tmw, hope it will be a successful one since i wasn't playing a huge role in it...

Actually first opened my eyes at 3.15am, 'cos punhon want me to call him in case he cannot wake up to watch his beloved arsenal match. Bloody hell, call him but phone busy, dont know why, then got knocked out due to sheer tiredness... Woke up again at 6.40am to shut my alarm clock, but i remember school at doorstep so i knocked out again... Whoah then woke up again in shock that it is 7.01am!! Basket, still not used to without dad waking me up for school. The moment i stepped out of my bed, shit, gastric worked up yet agian. Alamak, no choice had to drag myself to go wash up, lit some joss-sticks to the gods on behalf of my dad, then strolled to school as usual.

Junior meet senior session, didnt really talk much *as usual* 'cos still troubled by my sore gastric. After that watched jeremy and johnny played guitar, singed some songs on requests by serene kee and some other people. WOW darryl finally opened his golden mouth and sang boulevard of the broken dreams man! Not bad ar... Then came break after an ultra fast physics lecture. Ate chicken porridge with johnny 'cos gastric still not ok yet, but found our class occupying the round tables with no seats left, so sat together with fidelis serene n michelle and johnny. Didnt talk much as usual, dont know why though... Not that i dao or what, but just that today really got no much mood to pull any jokes or rabbits out of the hat. But then must say today timetable really damn sian, got 1 period break after every single lecture and tutorials. Ran out of energy after the physics practical, barely survived the chemistry tutorial. Suddenly i found myself so so so alienated from all the topics we learnt and are going to be tested for BT1, i really know nuts about it. Yet i still tried my best to answer questions from weijing n johnny, really hope i answered correctly, sorry guys...

After chem tutorial got really knocked out, laid down on my table and dozed off like nobody's business, gastric really killing me upside down... I think i turning into an owl soon, fully awake at night and damn sleepy at day. Maybe stress got hte better of me, i kept runnign out of energy pretty fast. No more 2.4km runs, i dont have that energy. Dunno how long i woke up, to find the class half empty and whole set of maths tys questions relevant to the BT1. Jam kept poking me with his finger, u ! @ # $ .... haha no lah joking only 'cos i also strangled him back, trying to make him tap out while punhon acted like his tag-team partner reaching out to be tagged. Jam's screamings + punhon "C'mon c'mon!!" + ben's "You know you have to reach the ropes" + my continuous hold to his neck and saying "Tap out tap out!!" = filming a movie?? HAHA another of serene quek's bimbotic action, really damn funny lah, wrestling can turn out to be a movie sia haha... Stayed back with ben to do the announcement thing, it's like walau eh cannot be lah tmw me and him are going to stand right in front of 900 pairs of eyes and present our booth manx!! Hope tmw turned out fine lah... CLose to six found jinyan joanne and michelle mugging, OMG lah pro-muggers!! Then suddenly remembered had to go down to SGH to visit dad, so didnt talk much and went off...

Few moments later i found myself on the escalator at Outram MRT towards SGH exit. That familiar route again... Basket doc say platelets dropped so must come back hospital inject more into his body, damnit as if we were damn rich to afford the hospital stays. Been trying my best to survive $20 a week but then when class fund payment comes half of them are gone... Haix how ar how? Really hoped he would discharged by this weekend, shave some stress off me... I dont know why but suddenly while walking up the day of the release of PW results appeared in my mind. Will it be a happy finale or a sad end? I've endured through the difficult periods of my life to finish the PW project with jinyan fidelis clarrissa, this results meant so so much to me manx,if it is a lousy result i dont know how am i going to go home manx....

Now finishing this entry, gotta go pack bag for MAC and sleep, gain some energy back for tmw....

//Brandon struck at 8:51 PM\\