//...strike!...\\

Friday, March 17, 2006

Well, 2 more days to the block tests (i wonder why they are called block tests... are they meant for blockheads like me to wonder why...?) and haven't really finish studying, chaam... I really have that strong sense of deja vu while reading the lecture notes. It's like, "Hey!! i know that!! this concept is so bloody damn simple!!" and the moment you shut your notes it'll be some'sing like this, "Hey!! what the heck have i just gone through? it's not in my head now?! where is it, where is it?" :S

Ill for the past 2 days, got a sore throat. You know what the doc said? "Medicine for a viral infection to your throat..." C'mon it's just sore throat, but oh well i got an annoynomous bout of antibiotics to complete -_- then went to my grandma house to stay for a night. Staying overnight there for the first time in 2 years in my nursery of 15 long years (Maths question no.1: Hence or otherwise, how old am i now?) it sure does feel abit weird at first, but then the homely feeling sank in pretty fast. After all, it was my childhood well spent there. Well-fed (don't believe you can check my ez-link card, IF i agree to...) well-taken care of, i was quite a softie during my early years. But then i wasn't that picky and choosy and bossy, partly 'cos i grew up eating plain porridge for breakfast and lunch, a simple 3 dish-feast for dinner. Nowadays whenever i'm free to drop by she would always whip up alot of dishes, so much that most became the breakfast for the following morning. My mom always complain about me being high time to upgrade my standard of living. Oh gimme a break...

My grandparents especially my grandma are very simple people, probably that's why i'm so simple-minded now. I mean, why kill so many brain cells on trying so hard to make your life more sophisicated when you can't really understand life itself? Meaning to life, it's subjective. To some, life is all about surprises; life is all about friends and family and love. Me? Life is all about being simple and content with what you have; life is about cherishing every single person around you, be it friends or enemies although it is extremely hard to do as you grow up and become.... well less simple. Mankind is at its most simplest form during it's early years, the stage that is most susceptible to influence, which brings me to the next point.

If man are said to be responsible to put Earth onto the galaxy map, then man will ultimately also be the one removing it from the map. Wow, if i add a "Comment" behind, it will be the hardest GP question in A'levels, man... Lately reading the newspapers everyday is a chore, not due to laziness, but the negativities surrounding it and the fact that i cannot see the end to it. Avian flu, US war against terror, Iraqi state of chaos, Arroyo crisis in the Philipines, Thaksin's tenure on risk in Thailand, China-Taiwan's relations all-time low so on and so on... When can man ever learn? Seriously i couldn't see the purpose behind the chaos in those countries. What's the point of doing all these things when ultimately the one you are harming are your closed ones and not the intended targets? I don't know why the heck they flew that 2 planes into the towers, but it certainly kicked off the most expensive war to date. The changing of leadership of the countries is another stupid thing to do. All the protests, riots, anti-this anti-that, who are they harming in the end? The economies of their own countries, man! Taiwan and China, enough said. It's like a couple; when they are no longer in love, just let go lah for God's sake! As if you let go of this 1 tini whini woman all the women will zao until like nobody's business... CAn't man just work together for once and stop the flu before it wipe us all out?

Whoah, talk about training for my GP essay, hmmmm this time round must really pass this paper man... Sian tmw more housework awaiting for me, why cant i lead a life like most teenagers when they virtually have only about 20% share of housework for the whole month, and i'm expected much more? -_- seems like i becoming another professional whiner again... URGHH stretch stretch stretch must go back to mug now *pull long face* : - (

//Brandon struck at 7:55 PM\\