//...strike!...\\

Thursday, April 27, 2006

These few days, cannot be described man, 'cos no matter how many hours i have clocked in my sleep i still feel like a dead man the next morning. Doesnt help much that i lived just a pebble's throw away from school *HAHA*, wondered what's wrong with me though. I read up that sleepiness can be caused by stress, but frankly i havent feel the heat of studying yet, which IS a bad thing to start with... Hope my sleeping problems can be solved asap...

*stretch and stretch and stretch my lazy back*

Nothing to do right now, too sleepy to mug anyway, so blog loh... Oh ya our class people came in fourth in the champions' race, which started in the heats last week when we finished first, then the semis when we finished second to qualify for finals and then fourth. Man, even though no medals and mdm lee had to throw in some suaning words, which i didnt really hear it, i still think it was a job well done. Tsk, if only i'm good enough to take part and represent the class... Kudos to u all manx, kudos...

1 damn stupid mosquito landed on my thumb and stung me right below the nail when i'm waiting for bus 142 to go my grandma house after gym duty. Ever got a bite at the thumb there? The feeling sure is weird... Luckily the mosquito didnt get away scot-free, i flattened it with my fingers *evil laughters* anyway talking about bugs, today's morning showers sure drove lots of milipedes, and when i mean alot, i mean LOTS, uncountable. Then momo tried stepping on them, saying they were centipedes instead -_-" he toot lah, cant tell difference, dont the milipedes crawling around given a chance to live?

Today's long bus ride home from grandma's, i sort of reflect a little about my life, wondering and wondering. In case you wonder, wondering is my wonderful pastime, isnt that wonderful to have such wonderful wondering all day and night? *=P bleah* anywayi tried wondering. Then my blog came to my mind, so i went ahead and think about the 80 posts so far in my blog *this is my 81st, considered quite young and cute hor, like me HAHA no lah dont puke*

Starting few posts, very boliao, nothing worth mentioning, except 1 memorable one when Penang got hit by the tsunami 2 weeks after i left there. It's like, wow, how close can i be manx? After which it went dead for awhile when i went CJ and started again when my Saints life kicked off. Man, from that point of time until the start of this year was the most traumatising period of my life so far, 'cos everything that can possibly go wrong went haywired, seriously.Dont feel like repaeting here though, 'cos it's history... And who can forget the bombshell dropped on me at my birthday eve? The months of 2006 were quite ok, class bonded quite well, got some contacts with old friends, found some really close friends in class as well as fitness, got A2 for chinese *whew* until the day of release of PW results -_- and also the events that happened during that day, damn sad...

At the end of the day, what's my point? After going through much difficulties, i survived and carried on talking to this very good friend of mine. Friends came and consoled, urging me to push on, showering concerns, giving that much needed helping hand, saying that their problems arent comparable to mine etc etc. On my way home this truth suddenly struck me: everyone have their own problems. Problems arent subjective matters; it cannot be compared in terms of relative seriousness. YOU will be the one who determine how serious the problem is, how much it's going to affect you, whether you want to face it like a true human and tackle it or not, whether at times of darkness do you give up or press on.....

I've chose to face it...

I've chose to maintain a strong front....

I've chose to tackle it....

I swear on my backside i will never give up the fight

LOL

//Brandon struck at 9:18 PM\\