//...strike!...\\

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

1st post in may....

For so long i have never felt so relieved, at least in my school work... At last i'm catching up with my tutorials, yay it's a good thing after all. For too long in JC i have slacked so much i lagged behind the tutorials for the various subjects, finally i'm getting serious in my work YAY

But maybe i'm forced under circumstances. Unlike my brother, i now shoulder a even greater expectation to deliver, not a baby ar goodness gracious ME *lol mr lee haha* but great fantastic results. Tsk, i guess it's not going to be easy... C'mon c'mon up and on man, up and on.... yucks

Had dinner alone at home for the umpteen time, today saw his car at the carpark and i thought, hey maybe there's dinner at home after all!! But when i tugged at the gates, sheesh it's locked -_- all hopes were dashed... A little bit discouraged, i stumbled into home and that's how a day in school ended, me alone in this house surfing internet watching tv eating leftovers in the fridge *since i too lazy to go out anymore* and on top of that, mugging... but later, not now lolx....

And today i shutted myself down a little bit, didnt really joke around alot... OK i wasnt really loud ever since JC started but today did seem a little bit weird... Tried talking to people, but an ice wall just came out of nowhere between us, even the closer friends in class... Dont know why though, so i didnt really talked alot and not even a single sense of humour. Haha especially ben, on saturday ubin recee he showed no one except me the i-juz-quarelled-wif-my-mum face, every single moment when i tried talking to him, but then to other people like normal cheerful self... *No hard feelings, relax relax i know maybe i got that Auntie Agony look but i'm not an auntie!!!* Scully he's also a one who wears a mask to hide his true face in front of friends like me like that..... i think i'm having some sort of a socialising crisis. Nowadays really dreaded going to chem tutorials and maths lectures, such a torture man. Mdm lee now gotten so serious during tutorials i wasnt used to it, and maths lectures... oh forget it i might as well go home and do housework bleah =P

Oh well life still goes on and on....

//Brandon struck at 8:40 PM\\