//...strike!...\\

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

4+ more hours, i will be 17.5 years old... What a six months!

And so like a flip of page i'm walking into the next chapter of life itself... Thinking back, i guess it had been a memorable roller coaster ride in SA. Actually i was kinda surprised on how fast i'm forced to grow up over the past year or so. The struggles, the laughters, the muggings, the K-boxing experiences, the up-down Fitness days, every scene is continuously being F5-ed in my memories. Friendships were made; some broken, some going on strongly, some in question of existence, some as close as brothers. Truly appreciative of the people that surround my life for these 17.5 years...

i guess i have finally grew out of the angst-filled teenager i used to be. just somehow, i also dunno why though, i think i now prefer to face every obstacles, rather than running away from it and complain complain and complain here in the blog. That's the way life should be... *i think, dont sue me if you disagree* I've wasted my childhood, i dont want to waste the next 17 years of my life...

So envious of how some people i know are leading their lives so fulfiling and smooth, i guess it's the case of learning pain only when you fall down... even so i'm learning more about life itself everyday. Everyday's a new challenge... I can only regret how i used to disregard the importance of having a family, i'm suffering the aftermath of that very sin for a long 3 years... All i can say is: cherish the people around you, though people only realise each other's worth after they are gone... What's the point of regreting afterwards?

Anyway... feelings for the block test are not too good either, wth, actually chem is ok but i just couldnt answer in the exam hall, damnit... Definitely not the case of studying not enough... Tommorrow's the end of block test 2, not without getting past the maths and the phy paper -_- Will i face the 'Massacre of the Block Tests 2" again? i better hope not...

One last thing, i was so horrified when i saw the next chapter of my life....
Struggles: The A'levels

//Brandon struck at 7:20 PM\\