1 whole month of boredom, stressing over block test 2, the same old happenings in class, the damning sense of loss everyday in class, the feeling of sastifaction even though it's only a BCE, stepping down from fitness, doing all the things no one wanted to do, the constant urge to mug, trying my best to stay cheerful all day in school, the fretting over the impending NS, jamin stressing not to learn how to swim during NS when i just cant get over the phobia, staring at tons of SJ emails but just dont know what or how to reply 'cos everyone felt so alienated now, family matters ain't helping at all, I just really dont know how to tell anyone...
that i realised i have lost all motivation to do anything, ANYTHING...
PLeasE never ever let me come any closer to press that reset button.....
//Brandon struck at
9:44 PM\\