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Tuesday, August 08, 2006

to my once-respected chem teacher...

i really hope u can see this, 'cos if i were to tell you all these face to face i guess you wouldn't even listen and concentrate only on rebutting me, so whatever... after yesterday's incident, i'm not sure anymore whether i can still respectfully greet you as my teacher 'cos i firmly believe teachers should have a passion for there job, and not constantly putting students down. you, in my humble opinion, have lost your passion, if you once ever had.

it was only kicking a soccer ball, treading it at most and not even ramming the wall forcefully or to the extent of breaking fans. we got caught, yes ok we told the teacher our class and, yours truly, name to him and i believed he must have reported to you immediately, for you smsed all the guys in the class later during physics lecture. so ok i admitted, i apologised, i took responsibility even though it was only my first or second time playing ball in the class. i cleaned the wall together with weijing, imran and punhon. but most importantly, what did you do in return? you actually called my mother; you told her that i'm

showing bad attitude in school

hanging out with bad company

getting worse results

unmotivated for my studies


up til now i still cant understand since when did i ever stepped on your tail, for these words you said to my mother seemed like an irresponsible personal attack. i tell you why.

showing bad attitude in school
since when had i been rude to any teachers? i attended all tutorials, i skipped a few revision lectures here and there, i've been faithful in doing all my work, i've apologised to you, i've taken responsiblity for my mistakes, so you tell me, have i been showing bad attitude to anyone? maybe the way i speak irks you, but i tell you, i have not been eloquent ever since i was born. i dont have a fantastic tongue that can spews out fluent english. but is that bad attitude to you? if it is, i got nothing to say...

hanging out with bad company
who's the bad company? you mean weijing, marcel, imran, punhon, johnny? you mean they are the bad company? oh please you have belittled me; am i that sort of person who get influenced so easily? incredibly you thought so! so far i had no problem communicating with anyone, and let me reveal something about me: i'm a loner, i have no cliques, i dont know whether i do have buddies in this god-darn school.

getting worse results
hello can you check your statistics? i'm constantly above the 65th percentile for all A'level subjects ever since i entered this god-darn school. i was worried 'cos i was too consistent, i just cant seemed to improve my percentile and here you are telling my mother that i had deproved? are you joking? are you pulling a rabbit out of the hat? is that one of your ways to motivate me? sorry, YOU HAVE FAILED TERRIBLY TO THE ZERO POINT, 'cos you have effectively removed all the motviation i had for studying, thanks!!

unmotivated
i still cant believe you see me as an unmotivated person. i know you doesnt know how hard i'm trying everyday to mug like some nerds, but you will never understand the level of stress i'm under. do you know, for example, what kind of mentality do i come to school everyday? Not to play, not to slack, but i'm darn worried, i'm darn scared. why? my father's alone at home, whenever his shingles act up again he would be ALONE at home, clutching his head and grimacing in pain, rolling on his bed tossing and turning. what if he faints at home? nobody will know i comes home at, oh, 4+? you tell me, YOU TELL ME, how in the heck am i going to be so super motivated and undistracted and fully concentrate in my studies?

and the irresponsible words you said to my mother yesterday, you've just made me wonder how can you become a teacher in the first place? you are constantly being sarcastic, you dont show your concern to us generously, you rarely give words of encouragements, is that your norm of being a teacher? for god's sake, what you had said have effectively piled more pressure onto my mother. she's the only one working in our family, she had to take care my father, she had to tackle housework daily, and all because of your words she had lost trust in me. i could not longer communicate without quarelling. because of your irresponsible words, you have turned my family upside down. i know your intentions may be kind, but why must you tell these irresponsible stuffs to my mother? do you really want her to crumple under the stress? then you tell me, YOU TELL ME, how am i going to ever do well for the A'levels without worrying for my family situation? i need not sarcasism, i need not misunderstandings... i'm disappointed, misunderstood, betrayed, alone, filled with fury, hatred... i'm feeling murderous...

once again, your irresponsibility is forcing both me and my family to the edge, it is that serious i swear. so be it, since you dont respect me then why should i too? if you so badly want to see the darker side of me, i WIll show you how dark i can actually be, so be it...

From,
your once-faithful student of yours.


just fuck off

//Brandon struck at 1:01 PM\\