//...strike!...\\

Thursday, August 24, 2006

went back to grandparents' house yesterday, it's very long since i went back on weekdays. After all i grew up there during the weekdays. Helped them in preparation for the 'closing ritual' for the hungry ghost festival, then waited for my parents to fetch. then i remembered my uncle coming later with his daughter aka my cousin lah. I think she n her younger sis n mom are quite pitiful to enter the family of my grandparent. my mum and almost all her sisters are already condemning he two poor kids even before they came into this world, plus their mom wasnt the most popular person in the house *i am... XD* Where is the love? Is it so difficult to just show them some love and care?

Anyway so i chanced upon my toy ostrich; it was actually a self-made puppet that i bought from thailand.. ermm i meant the seller made it himself ya... it's made of fabric, 4 strings, a plastic ball as the body, 2 paper clips, 2 staple bullets and a pair of chopsticks. Ingenious huh? Especially the paper clips, i think he had guessed the careless kids would tangle the puppet up in no time, so the purpose of the paper clip is to remove 2 of the 4 strings so that to untangle them would be a much easier job. Well done!! i mean, i did managed to untangle the poor ostrich and made it walk on earth again.

Then i indulge in my favourite hobby again: wonder. looking at the messed-up string reminded me about the life i went through last year and some parts of this year. throughout the process of untangling the ostrich i did feel like giving up 'cos it seemed hopelessly messed. But hey i wanted to pass it down to my cousins, so i kept on trying. After about 20mins or so, i succeeded...

my life now is full of knots, i'm still desperately trying to untie them, but more seemed to appear as i tried to unknot them...

then my parents sort of argued over unknown stuff. Serious me n my mum were clueless... but whatever, it spoilt my mood to even study...

sometimes i saw how some people lived,
i read in their blog how they spent their days studying this and complaining about the stuffs they study,
i go to school and everyone is on full-study mood,
i am damn envious of all of them....

actually dont feel like blogging now but.. sigh i feel like burning out soon..

but you know what? roland said this today, "constant velocity but with mass having a rate of change wrt time, you can still accelerate..."

//Brandon struck at 9:13 PM\\