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Wednesday, November 29, 2006
tml goin' changi adventure center to see fitness juniors
yest wenta watch Happy Feet at Vivo..
ok tt's all
yest wenta watch Happy Feet at Vivo..
ok tt's all
//Brandon struck at
10:30 PM\\
Saturday, November 18, 2006
this morning, 2.30am...
i was still wide awake in my bedroom, wishing i could use the computer but alas, the com is in my bro's room and he was already in lala land. i tried, but still cant catch the sleeping bug, 'cos my mind is so filled with many many thoughts over the past few years. i wonder where the euphoria of finishing A'level were; the immediate feeling after the invigilator announced our dismissal was enormous sense of relief, something like the feeling you get when u remove a huge stone that was crushing your feet for the past 2 years or so. Followed soon would be the familiar sense of loss and uncertainty, what am i expecting in life after the A's?
all the sudden it seemed so empty, with nothing to look forward to except the impending NS in march. Wth i wasnt even thinking negatively... The outing yesterday seemed meaningless; the trip at vivo was nice but there was a kind of missing something.. Dont know what to say though, then disappointedly left for dhoby ghaut to cathc up with the rest of the guys... Actually only 3, johnny pun and joshua from 65 *izit? lolx*... Went to swensen and saw the ex-1t37 people, was really surprised and glad to see them, even though we only said hi and nothing really much....
on my bed this morning at 3 i thought about MSH, i thought about CJ, i thought about SA, three schools which i had fond memories... the 10 years in MSH was enriching, though not that memorable... the 1st 3 months in CJ were the most magical moments so far, no A'lvl to worry, just pure fun fun and more fun... but it was in SA where boys really grow into men, where many lessons in life are being taught, where the fondest memories and the strongest friendship ties are formed. Sadly for a person like me there can be so many things i could have done, so many wrong decisions i could have overturned, but above all those knowing so much more people, whether for friendship or closer than that, can just only justify the perserverence to live on...
at 4 i suddenly remembered that i'm susposed to be going to malaysia today and a SJ meeting clashed with it. SJ.... will i be returning? even if i return, what can i do except feeding them during dota games? i sighed, wondering what i could have done during sec3 and 4 that allow myself to be attached more significantly to SJ.. just like many times before, i had the chance, i blew it, and it's all over now... i looked at the commisioner badge and wondered, why did i drive so hard for this badge? is it just for show? or is it because i wanted something to remember about SJ when i'm 50 years old down the road?
at 5 i dont remember if i even slept, i continued to stare at the ceiling, wondering what is my next move? i plotted out the things i have to do: get the required level of fitness, conquer my fear of swimming, work, play, increase the responsibilty at home... it sure does look bleak, and that's the life of the next 2 years or so... then i told myself i should be sleeping...
there's more to life,
than just dota, play, work, study
what about family, friends, good friends, closer friend?
but in the end
no matter how much i pretend
the journey is more important than the end or the start
n' what it meant to me will eventually be a
memory from the time when
i tried so hard,
and got so far....
but in the end,
it doesnt even matter
i had to fall
to lose it all
but in the end
it doesnt even matter....
i was still wide awake in my bedroom, wishing i could use the computer but alas, the com is in my bro's room and he was already in lala land. i tried, but still cant catch the sleeping bug, 'cos my mind is so filled with many many thoughts over the past few years. i wonder where the euphoria of finishing A'level were; the immediate feeling after the invigilator announced our dismissal was enormous sense of relief, something like the feeling you get when u remove a huge stone that was crushing your feet for the past 2 years or so. Followed soon would be the familiar sense of loss and uncertainty, what am i expecting in life after the A's?
all the sudden it seemed so empty, with nothing to look forward to except the impending NS in march. Wth i wasnt even thinking negatively... The outing yesterday seemed meaningless; the trip at vivo was nice but there was a kind of missing something.. Dont know what to say though, then disappointedly left for dhoby ghaut to cathc up with the rest of the guys... Actually only 3, johnny pun and joshua from 65 *izit? lolx*... Went to swensen and saw the ex-1t37 people, was really surprised and glad to see them, even though we only said hi and nothing really much....
on my bed this morning at 3 i thought about MSH, i thought about CJ, i thought about SA, three schools which i had fond memories... the 10 years in MSH was enriching, though not that memorable... the 1st 3 months in CJ were the most magical moments so far, no A'lvl to worry, just pure fun fun and more fun... but it was in SA where boys really grow into men, where many lessons in life are being taught, where the fondest memories and the strongest friendship ties are formed. Sadly for a person like me there can be so many things i could have done, so many wrong decisions i could have overturned, but above all those knowing so much more people, whether for friendship or closer than that, can just only justify the perserverence to live on...
at 4 i suddenly remembered that i'm susposed to be going to malaysia today and a SJ meeting clashed with it. SJ.... will i be returning? even if i return, what can i do except feeding them during dota games? i sighed, wondering what i could have done during sec3 and 4 that allow myself to be attached more significantly to SJ.. just like many times before, i had the chance, i blew it, and it's all over now... i looked at the commisioner badge and wondered, why did i drive so hard for this badge? is it just for show? or is it because i wanted something to remember about SJ when i'm 50 years old down the road?
at 5 i dont remember if i even slept, i continued to stare at the ceiling, wondering what is my next move? i plotted out the things i have to do: get the required level of fitness, conquer my fear of swimming, work, play, increase the responsibilty at home... it sure does look bleak, and that's the life of the next 2 years or so... then i told myself i should be sleeping...
there's more to life,
than just dota, play, work, study
what about family, friends, good friends, closer friend?
but in the end
no matter how much i pretend
the journey is more important than the end or the start
n' what it meant to me will eventually be a
memory from the time when
i tried so hard,
and got so far....
but in the end,
it doesnt even matter
i had to fall
to lose it all
but in the end
it doesnt even matter....
//Brandon struck at
12:26 PM\\
Sunday, November 12, 2006
yeah i know a'levels aint gonna finish until this friday, but 1 month never post is abit too long...
this whole studying process is one heck of stress manx, for this is an exam where doing well literally means getting an A or not... i can do it during O'level, i have already proven myself 2 years ago that i can do well, but the circumstances are the same no more...
With so little to gain and so much to lose, i just dont know where to get motivation to carry on, after 2weeks of A'lvl gone and 1 more week to its end... sian damn tired can?
this whole studying process is one heck of stress manx, for this is an exam where doing well literally means getting an A or not... i can do it during O'level, i have already proven myself 2 years ago that i can do well, but the circumstances are the same no more...
With so little to gain and so much to lose, i just dont know where to get motivation to carry on, after 2weeks of A'lvl gone and 1 more week to its end... sian damn tired can?
//Brandon struck at
2:39 PM\\