quite a difficult week to pass by...
mom msg me on tues that my dad was hospitalised (again!) coz he coughed until got blood come out... really took alot of momentum out of me, for some moment i'm really lost on how to maintain the cheerful front in army.. not that i didnt do it before back in JC, but painting a mask in army was definitely much easier...
thurs called mum and realised it was a minor relapse for dad, so ok it took more momentum out... it just sux, doesnt it? problems just come together within a few months, yet no clear-cut solution can be given..
but then i received a sms.. it's the dumb msg that i always receive since i chaned to a 3G sim card, but this time its anyting but dumb.. it reads,
"when u have something troubling you, you'll always say, 'oh God i have a big problem..' instead why not say 'oh problem i have a big God'? anon"
//Brandon struck at
11:51 AM\\
Saturday, October 13, 2007
really sian, wad can i still say? army is slowly but surely breaking my life apart... yet the people i need them to understand the most didnt...
//Brandon struck at
4:05 PM\\
the world outside my windows just cant stop raining, just as how my heart cant stop feeling the pains everyday
i only have words of thanks, sincerely....
//Brandon struck at
1:33 PM\\