49 days have passed... my, that was fast...
has things changed for the better? in a household of three, two would forever be squabbling over petty stuffs while one will be at one corner, shrugging his shoulders and carry on playing his new com... ah yeah it sux though...
just went to nee soon camp for the CECC course, something like construction engineering i think... just the previous tues i was super sleepy afer finally finishing off the day's work, when a thought suddenly struck me.. "Wth am i being so happy in camp? am i faking it? should i even be happy?" but then again, my platoon mates have failed to provide me a reason to smile at all.. forget about bad habits of each of them, eg bedside lights always on, never bathe, laziness, glutton, or just pure love affair with his bed.. somehow what i saw was everyone interacting with one another with a dagger behind their backs.. not an encouraging thought for someone like me, who cares about that stupid dagger? and hence, for a moment i lost my smile.. it took a frustrating run around the camp afterwards to get it back, and, well, it's frustrating enough not to deserve a mention here lolx... and then, i guess, i had to provide myself with the reason to smile whenever i'm in camp...
today marks the end of the mourning period, and yeah as expected of the people in army i got joked at while eating vegetarian.. well maybe abit too strong, i'm quite certain they dont mean it do they? i'm also not 100% vegetarian during these 49 days... anyway we burnt a huge amount of joss paper and a huge house for dad, and the most mystical thing happened... the sky turned gloomy, darkened clouds filled the once warm and sunny weather... i stared at the burning house, then dad's photo, and looked up...
when i went to pray at the temple on my birthday, the sky was gloomy, darkened clouds filled the once warm and sunny weather, and it became a downpour the moment i'm about to leave the temple....
//Brandon struck at
1:10 PM\\
oh yeah forgot all about the new year... its already 2008 and i totally forgot to add a new post for bloggy.. oh wells what a year...
也許時間是一種解藥
也是我現在正服下的毒藥
//Brandon struck at
12:14 AM\\