after thinking so long, so much headaches over the courses, i guess i'll stick to ntu cbc (uh... sounds abit wrong haha) cant believe i doodle over it for so long before deciding not to change my choice, what a waste of brain juices.. i think i'll consider it again at the NEXT a'lvl release, LOL
come to think of it, why i want to change in the first place? maybe i'm scared, really.. i spend 2 years at my army camp in boon lay and now i havta spend ANOTHER 4 yrs at ntu, which is at boon lay again?! *groans* and i wasnt really sure, 'cos for prospects after studyin chem & biochem it's kinda hard unless i excel in my studies, which again is kinda hard.. and also cos of.. ah oh wells i havent thought of stayin in hostels, i stayed in for 2 yrs and i gonna carry on for another 4 yrs *groans*
then again, will i have a future in this course? or am i studyin it just for the sake of studying, get this 'general' degree and go to the outside world for a totally unrelated job? man, the future is too uncertain to think about now, i guess i just concentrate on enjoying life as it is now...
who knows? tomorrow might not come after all
xD
cheers for today
//Brandon struck at
4:39 PM\\