//...strike!...\\

Saturday, April 19, 2008

Ironic, huh? I'm adept in using machineries to dig drainages and i'm feeling rather drained now :S

omg man have you ever seen a file transfer which requires 2 DAYS AND 11 HOURS to move from file A to file B? :S

Ah yeah kinda sucks, with army burning every of my precious saturdays mercilessly i lost the mood to even start gaming properly, nvm that i just fell out with my army bed buddy and his 'lackey' over something so minor and childish :S but this incident made me realised one hard fact about being a Singaporean: must I start to be abit more selfish, so that i wont be made used of everytime something happen? Somehow I'm kinda sick of seeing my goodwill pair of helping hands becoming another's tools of convenience;

then again, is it really alright to really just smile for myself?

Setting this aside, one incident really broke my heart 2 weeks ago. Apparently a normal visit to an old folks' recuperative (is there such a word?) hospital turned out to be a nightmare: my grandfather's sister (which in other words my grand.... aunt?), whom grandson was my pri5 classmate was abandoned there after a serious bout of illness. Increasingly senile, she still thought that her sons (quite a few i heard) are so busy she dont mind going there to stay, maybe for long? But the one thing that shattered our (my mom n her 2 sisters, my bro n me) hearts is the way grandaunt thanked us. There wasnt really much words to describe a depressed scene like this; it seemed as though she knew her children abandoned her but she tried to be strong and thanked us for coming, adding that we need not visit her specially. To see a poor hagard old lady, a far cry from my memories, doing that, it's just not right, damnit!

//Brandon struck at 12:22 PM\\