//...strike!...\\

Friday, May 23, 2008

wells i didnt end up in the mas selamat ops afterall, but too lazy to blog anyway.. Been a boring 2weeks so far, with everyone on ops and leaving 3 of us behind doing standby, and this nightmare sets to carry on for another 2 weeks! zzzzz

I really wonder how much it takes to be a happy person, especially in s'pore.. From primary school to secondary, to JC and now in NS, i've seen all kinds of people with different characters and attitudes but they mostly share the same phenomenom: they are unhappy with their current state of life. i dont know, but 70% of the conversations seem to be complaints, frustrations, unhappiness, high expectations for the future, thinking that their lives could have been much better etc etc etc.. Somehow i wish the 30% could be more than this, just 50% will do, but is it really so hard to be happy nowadays? Been wondering much but i didnt really pondered too deep into it..

Humanity is a scary thing; you just couldnt understand it in whatever angles you looked. Forget about understanding the universe or dinosaurs, try grasping fully the facts about humanity and really, its the greatest achievement of all times.. Is there a need to approach friends with a dagger hiding among your body? And must we always treat every friend who come with a defensive mindset? For so long ever since dunno when, i regretfully started playing this game again in NS.. My platoon mates said i was too kind to survive, but is that wrong? Is it wrong to think about things from all prospects? If it's fatal to even simply lend a helping hand and get cheated in the end, should we even consider stop helping others in need? If only we could think more before we speak, life is just so much better...

//Brandon struck at 8:33 PM\\