//...strike!...\\

Sunday, June 15, 2008

Linkin Park - Leave Out All The Rest

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared
After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here
So if you're asking me I want you to know..

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Don't be afraid
I've taking my beating
I've shared what I've been
I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you
So if you're asking me I want you to know..

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that ive done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well
Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

I think, this song sums up best the current unpredictability of life itself now isnt it? 2 NSFs came and went just like that, kind of scary if you really thought about it.. Ok back to real life now and it's the start of exercise frenzy again! All the way to august's exercise at thailand! SIAN... acutally exercises arent a big deal, only if everyone could cooperate and tackle the tasks laid ahead; but its just too bad, yesterday's incident just further reinforce the fact that we cant work together for shit.. Kind of sad considering that we managed to overcome so many stuffs already and they still cant see the importance of working as a whole platoon.. Life just sets to become harder in jurong camp :S

Eight months on, i'm in love again, but the signs are very very unpromising.. My bad, i'm really lousy in talking or smsing haha, just cant seem to connect the correct words for the correct occasions.. Tell me how leh someone haha...

Anyway was on office duty in wednesday when i overheard the 98.7FM djs comparing the Hulk and Shrek :S their basis of comparision is that both are green -.- and suddenly i thought about myself.. Cos i was a Shrek at sec4 j1 era (ah TW ah haha) and now i'm a Hulk-wannabe in jurong camp.. Sometimes really wanted to bash the fuckers up, regardless of ranks.. From a gung-ho anything-will-do Shrek character to a vengeful angry Hulk within 3 years is really... kind of scary... Deep down i really dont want to be like this, but could i prevent it? With the injustice of this world? Cant wait to be out of there by next March..

//Brandon struck at 2:21 PM\\