//...strike!...\\

Saturday, September 20, 2008

Strange, i'm feeling kind of detached from many things i do for this week... Just went out with ct nico and sandy, i came back feeling empty; everything seemed so detached, so unrelated it's just so weird.. For a moment i wasn't lame, i wasn't random, i suddenly lost alot of words to say or to talk cock with.. Zzzz maybe 'cos i just had my 2nd duty of this week, or maybe i bumped into my ex-buddy from SA at the mrt station while waiting for bus to go bugis meet them..

Not really bump lar, just that i saw his backview as he walked past behind me and went down the escalator.. Man i really wished i could ran up and say hi, or he would tap me from behind, but it never happened, maybe not happening anymore.. Can't help it, can i? i single-handedly destroyed the path i walked during and out of SA, i in my worthless arrogance burnt down the bridges of relations with people from SA; it's a mistake i will never recover, and i guess i'll live to regret in times to come... zzzz i'm turning emo elmo again *lol* man but really, i need someone to kick me up in the ass to start painting Zhao Yun gundam before new (nice) ones come out later this year.. ARGHHH but its too complicated

**SCRATCH MY HEAD AND PULL HAIR**

dang i also lost the mood to blog halfway....

//Brandon struck at 11:20 PM\\