//...strike!...\\

Thursday, November 06, 2008

Friday off, sunday guard -_- lucky manu vs arsenal is at 7+, so can at least watch before booking in.. But no psp mp3 or even books for guard duty?! omg man zzzzzz.....

Sigh but what a week, suffering from on-off kind of flu, u know those kind that wanna come out but decided against it every hour for 4 days... Lol almost died-ed from the soc rts at tues and thurs mornings, i wondered how did i manage to come home and blog after all hahah... Very very bad timing to fall sick, can feel the stamina dropping ahead of the dreadful stanchart 42km run... ARGH MANNNNN WHY DID I SIGN UP IN THE FIRST PLACE?! its like i'm no good runner in the beginning.. But perhaps i guess this is some sort of a challenge to gauge how much i've grown for the past year, which reminded me about birthdays... Geez the time has come for the last 19 year ol' kid left in my platoon.. Then again, i somehow have a phobia about birthdays; it just dont feel right, or rather i just cant get into the correct mood for birthday parties...

1) Sorry TW, about my attendance during your 21st bdae bash
2) Sorry Jeremy, for not attending your 21st bdae bash
3) Sorry to all my family members, for not celebrating your birthdays
4) Sorry cousin jieying, about my mood during your 21st bdae bash
5) Sorry, especially to all my buddies and friends whom i did not remember your bdaes

Some things are just too hard to overcome, arent it? Which i concluded this year i wont be doing anything when the day comes... It'll just be another normal day....

If somehow i can cross the finishing line for the 42km, it'll be my GREATEST achievement yet, even better than getting 9 points for o'level o.O ok coupled with not-too-fantastic results in psle and a's, and of course alot of other studies-unrelated stuffs... Hmmm no choice but to keep myself healthy and run more for the last 1 month before the actual day.. Man times flies from the minute i registered for this marathon, it's already 3 months gone... 3 months of exercises with the concluding one at thailand cresendo, lots of shit stuffs in army camps, this 3 months spent were really pure army... So pure i had disconnected from so many things: buddies, family, my gundams, and just pure enjoying myself doing things i really like...

i guess its time soon for another "observer's post", must wait til i sort out my thoughts before putting in a meaningful one, instead of just rantings in here...

//Brandon struck at 10:04 PM\\