//...strike!...\\

Sunday, November 16, 2008

The most memorable thing for this week was the slight glimpse of happiness i realised in myself, when my whole platoon was told that they might be confined at friday night for a simple mistake.. Unbelievable, being happy and relieved even though i'm unable to book out on friday night? Not adding all the nonsense that happened on friday itself, recent events just seemed to turn an otherwise normal situation upside down, totally... For a moment i was wondering, wtf is a place called 'home' anyway? I mean, there is a reason why i have a HDB unit in 1 of the flats in potong pasir which i called it 'home', not 'coffee shop' or 'mini-mart', and i've lost that reason for the pat 1 week or so..

ALRITES now i have found it, but thinking back that period of time it really was quite thought-invoking... Man its troublesome to say why i've lost it, rather what i was thinking is just what is 'home' in the first place?

A place to eat shit sleep and play comp?
A place for you just to sleep?
Or what?

For the first time in my life i was forced to challenge my answers to the question above.. It was weird and frustrating 'cos i, unfortunately, took alot of things for granted but really never anything about my family and my 'home'.. For awhile deep in my negative thoughts i really thought being in ARMY CAMP is so much better than my 'HOME' !! But thankfully, i am conscious enough to separate logic and negative thoughts.. Up til now i couldnt be sure what are my answers; i'm not even certain whether i HAD one in the first place....

So whats yours?

cheesshh i was so shagged after spending a night at qt house, like finally he's back from wallaby... Gotta go sleep, they say enough sleep makes one look younger by 20 years... OMG i'll look like an infant lol...

//Brandon struck at 12:12 PM\\