//...strike!...\\

Thursday, January 29, 2009

你的绘画凌乱着
在这个时刻
我像气氛纯白的白鸽
甜蜜散落了
继续莫名的拉扯
我还爱你了
但你断断续续唱着歌
假作没事了
时间过了走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
一开始都不快乐
你用卡片纸写着
有些爱只给到这真的痛了

怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心一意一心数着你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻我都还记得
你不懂了说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒在旋转着
要怎么停呢

//Brandon struck at 2:03 PM\\

Friday, January 23, 2009

yeah i still feel the pain...

Pain when u have not make a clean break from things u used to hold on them dear... Its hard to let it go, its even harder to move on from it.. As ever so true, 男人流泪比流血加倍心痛.. I hardly ever cries; it just seems to be in my genes i guess lol...

谢谢你陪我陪爱停雨追风
谢谢他给你给爱另一个星空

Maybe i needa get out of army asap, it really gets more and more depressing as the days go by.. By 3 weeks the people i'm living with for 80% of the past 1 yr 9 mths are ord-ing, the weekend after they are gone i'm confined for some stupid event in the army...

ARGH man i cant wait for ord, really...

//Brandon struck at 6:35 PM\\

Friday, January 02, 2009

i havta admit, i got a set of depressing electronics around me :D

Feeling frustrated again, like wow for the umpteen times.. Seems very difficult to do things when somehow u have a plan in mind that others dont know, so they assume u are very rash and reckless in doing things... oh wells! if i havta explain everything i do to gain everyone's understanding, then i rather go around and earn everyone's misunderstanding hahahah... This is no absolute world man, not everything can or have to be explained, wont they understand?

'N my electronics arent helping me much.. Playing both my handphone and mp3 players on shuffle mode, i kept hearing blues music (u know, those slow jay chou songs and songs that touch nerves in me)... My modem threatened to hang up on me this morning, but luckily it cleared up for me to blog now :/ SIGH even machines have moods, and they somehow coincide with their owners...

and thanks to army, i'm spending the next 6 or 7 nights in camp...

oh wells

//Brandon struck at 4:55 PM\\