Finally finished attending the 3rd birthday in 3 days, this is shagged man lol...
QT's departure from SG to aussie land has arrived, so fast.. While its kinda sad for one of my best buddies to leave for further studies, he will be back in november so ok i will make a note on the day in Nov once i know the exact date :D Its 10 years since i've known him, which is pretty long actually since we are only 21 year-old kids.. Such a long time full of joys and laughter and suddenly he will be missing much of the next 3-4 years in SG.. And ct popped up a question on whether it was worth the effort, since i was enthusiastically helping out in organising his chalet and the only friend to stay throughout his 3D2N chalet.. I didnt have any second thoughts and replied "Yes.." He is one of the best buddies i can ever made in my life and being me, someone whom can form pretty strong friendships but are unable to maintain most of it, having a best buddy is something very rare for me and i dont think i would wanna regret losing it... No matter what others may say or criticise, they would never understand the special bonds i formed with the few best buddies i ever have in my life.. Once bitten twice shy, i wouldnt want to feel the pain and regret after losing something important again in my whole life....
I guess its great to see all the fitness people again after so long at kevin's birthday party, too bad it ended too early :X oh yeah and the juniors also, though only 3 came.. And eh kevin puked after the party, lol paiseh man... After that me ben yx zc and josh went out to bedok area for supper and some nice long chat about the 'good' old days in SAJC; its kinda nostalgic to bring back all the memories and had a great laugh over all the funny stuffs... From our CCAs to studies to results to army to uni orientation camps to relationships, it was actually a very good catch-up with all the dudes that i survived with during the harsh JC days in SA.. As we prepare to move on to our next stage of life who knows how often we are able to meet up in the future, but i guess our short but colourful friendships will be staying for long...
Actually, i didnt have any regrets over anything in the relationship, only the manner that it was ended in a very forced situation and the events that followed almost directly after... It was a nightmare that haunts me every now and then but its the only motivation to keep me strong and moving...
//Brandon struck at
1:56 AM\\