Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Actually i dont know why i signed up for teamnus floorball trials... maybe it was the burning desire to represent school in a sports, after all after nus i dont think there will be any chance to do these kind of stuffs again anymore... So why not try to achieve all this as a freshman?
But the results today was somewhat numb, from the numerous times of experiencing the same feeling human beings can feel pretty normal already when the emotion strikes... Yes, it's disappointment... Cant calculate how many times i was disappointed and unhappy over missed chances in life... Although this time round it was a talentless me trying to get in into teamnus and quite obviously failed badly, the sense of failure and dejection just seeps in nonetheless..
and school term is merciless on freshmen whose brains are dumb-ified by the army, plus learning a totally new language in uni is not fun and easy at all... nope its not some foreign languages but Programming... sian where's all my determination when i chose this course even though i knew it will not be an easy one to take?
shall not frown over it anymore, 就算失望,也不可以绝望
for the so many people in my life, family and friends, keep on running dude
keep on running
//Brandon struck at
11:17 PM\\