//...strike!...\\

Friday, August 21, 2009

It's as what the title suggest, so just carry on reading with a pinch of salt.. No offence but dont come throw slippers at me just 'cos i'm too emo; as a matter of fact it is part of my life already and also a driving force to uphold my life motto, "keep on running"...

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As i reached the place for the safety video viewing, just basically a video on traffic accidents *gross*, i saw a fellow 'passer' in tears.. I guess he's too happy and he shed tears of joy and relief.. Which makes me thought back to the amount of tears i tried to hold back when i see the word 'passed' in bold and caps lock in the test slip...

Are they tears of joy? definitely yes but not exactly...

Tears of regret? Not exactly but definitely yes

I realised, when my bro got his license he was under strict probation by my father... Now its my turn and my bro most probably will be taking over his role as a strict probator.. i sure rue the missed chance of being able to drive my whole family around in a car proudly with a hard-earned license but this aint gonna happen anymore; its just regretful i have so many unfulfilled wishes in my life and i'm still not yet 21 at all... And i remember how unusually calm i am when i'm taking the test today, unlike the first time when i was really a ganjiong spider with 8 legs all tangled up and i flunked it.. the calmness is something like when someone familiar and close to you are sitting right beside u when u driving, giving you a sense of assurance and a even greater effort in making sure you drive carefully.. i dont know how to explain exactly why, but when i reached home and took off my jeans,

i realised,

it was the pair of korean jeans i bought during my last ever full family holiday in 2006...

i am in no religion, 'cos i only see reasons and (pardon me) not God.. But there should be a reason why it was raining so heavily during my test and somehow cleared up almost at the time when i passed it.. the mystery of the unusual sense of calmness suddenly became clearer, if not solved.. He will be always in my heart and be there whenever i need strength... I was reminded of my reasons for learning driving and definitely its not solely for myself...

thx pa, i passed driving le..

//Brandon struck at 4:33 PM\\