//...strike!...\\

Thursday, November 05, 2009

2 posts in 2 days.. hmm i wonder whats wrong.. perhaps i'm just too tired of staring at my laptops more than i stare at human faces, or something else is going wrong and i only have a niggling feeling about it. Oh wells

Lately tensions at home are quite tight.. the characters in the conflicts are ever changing, and now i quite torn between my home and my grandparents'. One is where i lived full time since sec4s and the latter is where i had my childhood memories in. So when both sides are in war, i'm not quite sure what to do.. and today was another good example when mom and grandmom faced off in the temple, in front of my dad.. It was an awkward situation right smacked together with an awkward location, and the sense of helplessness is just too enormous not to vent it on blog, yeah 6 hours after the incident i'm still gawking over it -_- if only i have more influence and power to restore everything right...

在天之灵的你
可不可以原谅
儿子的无能为力？

思念是一种病 - 张震岳
当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
一辈子有多少的来不及
发现已经失去最重要的东西
恍然大悟早已远去
为何总是在犯错之后
才肯相信错的是自己
他们说这就是人生试着体会
试着忍住眼泪还是躲不开应该有的情绪
我不会奢求世界停止转动
我知道逃避一点都没有用
只是这段时间里尤其在夜里
还是会想起难忘的事情
我想我的思念是一种病
久久不能痊愈

//Brandon struck at 6:04 PM\\