Tuesday, November 24, 2009
ok, it is a very bad time to be panicking now...
Nothing is being absorbed at this moment, so maybe mr.blog can help me cool down and clear up my mind... Not mentioning after yesterday's econs paper, i fully realised how different this level of education is from the previous experiences i had.. I meant, i've never felt so helpless before in studies.. Being in a bell curve wasnt a fresh experience; O' and A'levels are based on this system, but for the first time yesterday, i truly felt that the outcome of my results are not in my control at all... Previously i was just concentrating on my own level of progress and understanding, hoping that it is able to get my desired results at the end of the day.. This final sem exam? I really cant say for certain, 'cos really i feel my results will be depending on the performances of the rest of the cohort to determine my position in the bell curve
ie, i have near zero confidence now =/
man, i cant wait for this period to be over... i want to be running on the road, training for stanchart :(
//Brandon struck at
2:15 PM\\