Friday, December 18, 2009
Today receiving news of my grandma in hospital, plus my first ever return to a hospital in 2 years, it had been a terrible day... It's like history repeating itself after a long time of peace..
Seems like my phobia for hospital is here to stay for a long long time...
thankfully she's ok, just stay a night for observation, but the whole episode building up to it was scary enough, i was controlling my emotions and tears all the way until i managed to see her, 4 hours after receiving the news.. Something inside me holds the primitive fear of hospitals, and i guess its never going away..
Please, i dont want anything to go wrong now...
//Brandon struck at
12:53 AM\\