//...strike!...\\

Wednesday, December 09, 2009

Yesterday was the anniversary, 2 years to be exact...

Just like the marathon on Sunday when 2 past injuries came up and almost crippled it, this only served to remind me how effective time is to heal all wounds.. And yesterday was just the same, i was struggling whole day to cover up as they threaten to burst open from scars left for so long.. Yet when i saw families walking around central at clarke quay somehow the mood just gets lower and lower.. I hate myself for feeling like this but well until my life ends, every year this day will affect me the most among the 365...

These few days i can only look as mom struggles with her business admin diploma exams, which was tough partly for her age to even consider mugging, and they test on excel word powerpoint and access, all of which i am semi good or not even well-versed in, so the most i can offer is just breakfast everyday and try to help her along.. Other than that i feel pretty useless, which closely brings back the feeling which exploded 2 years ago in this exact same time period..

How did my ankle injury pop out during the run really puzzled me.. It was an injury during J1, which was 4 5 years ago? And its so freaking foreignly pain i almost did the unthinkable: throwing in the towel.. In the end i did complete the race, abeit in a real struggle, and all the sudden for the first time in six races so far willpower almost came up short in forcing me to clear the finishing line and really, its kinda scary... The days after the race was a nightmare; now is still a struggle walking around without pain but thankfully its recovering...

What a change in 4 days after the euphoria in ending exams... I only hope i can get back happier soon =/

//Brandon struck at 8:09 PM\\